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Rain had followed her the length of Greek Street, and Rory came into the Nest with her jacket beaded and her hair plastered flat to her temples, the canvas delivery bag banging against her hip. She shook off at the door like a dog and the green of the neon sign bled across the wet floor tiles, that particular sickly green, the colour of absinthe or of old bruises going yellow at the edges. The Tuesday crowd was thin. Two men at the far end arguing quietly about football, a woman reading a paperback with her finger marking the line, Silas behind the bar polishing a glass that was already clean. "You're dripping on my floor," he said. "I'm hydrating it." "Golden Empress still sending you out in this?" "Yu-Fei doesn't check the weather. She checks the clock." Rory swung the bag onto a stool and slid onto the one beside it. "It's a fifteen-minute walk and I've done it four times tonight because Mr. Okonkwo on Bateman Street keeps ordering one dish at a time." Silas set a glass of water in front of her without being asked. The silver signet ring caught the light. "You look like something the river gave back." "Charming." She drank half of it. "You say that to all the girls." "Only the ones I like." He limped down the bar to serve a man who had been trying to catch his eye for some minutes, and Rory turned on her stool and let the room settle around her — the maps, the photographs, all those grey faces from somebody else's century, all that weather in black and white. She liked it here. It was the only room in London that didn't ask her anything. The door opened and the cold came in and a woman stood on the mat with an umbrella held over her head as if she hadn't noticed she was inside. Rory knew her before she knew the details. The way she held the umbrella was the same. That awkward, arm's-length way, like she was fencing with the sky. "Carys." Carys looked up. Her hair was up, her coat was expensive, and her face did something complicated — pleasure arriving and then getting held up at a checkpoint somewhere. "Rory Carter." "Present." Rory raised the water glass. "Sort of." For a second neither of them moved. Then Carys shut the umbrella, and the crossing of the room took on the shape of a decision, and she put her arms around Rory and Rory stood with her hands full and then gave in and hugged her back, and they both laughed at the awkwardness of it, and the laughing was worse than the silence had been. "Four years," Carys said, stepping back. "Is it." Rory knew it was five. "More? More, probably. God." Carys looked around. "This place. Is it — it's a bar? There's a green sign outside that looks like it was made in 1970." "1974. It's original." "Of course you'd know." Carys sat down and set her umbrella on the floor, and Silas materialised, and there was a small negotiation involving wine that Rory did not follow. She watched Carys's hands. There was a ring on the left one now, a narrow band, and no engagement diamond. Either married or recently and quietly not. "So," Carys said, when the wine came. "What are you doing in Soho?" "The delivery circuit, mostly. Bateman Street, Frith Street, a man on Dean Street who tips in coins." "No — I mean." Carys's eyes went to the canvas bag, to the restaurant logo, to the wet through on Rory's sleeves. She didn't finish the sentence. That was new. At twenty-one, Carys had finished every sentence she started; she'd once argued with a professor for eleven minutes about the burden of proof and won by not sitting down. Rory could have made it easy. She could have said something brisk and funny and moved the conversation to safer ground, which was a thing she was very good at now, better than she'd ever been at case law. But there was a small ugly satisfaction in letting Carys look. "I live here," Rory said. "Above the bar. Flat's got one window and it faces a wall and the rent's a joke I'm not allowed to make." "You live above a bar." "It's quiet. It's very quiet up there. You'd be amazed." Carys drank her wine. "Your mum still think you're in Cardiff?" There it was, quieter than it should have been, the way a knife is quiet. Rory felt the old reflex come up in her chest — the story, the whole polished machine of it, the part-time degree, the deferral, the things that were true in a technical sense and useless in every other. "No," she said. "She thinks I'm in London." "That's not — " "I know what it isn't." Rory looked at the glass, at the water ring it had left. "I got as far as the second year. Then I left. That's the whole thing. You've got it." Carys was silent a moment, and in the silence Rory heard the two men at the end of the bar laughing at something, and the paperback woman turning a page. "I heard something," Carys said. "From Nia. A while back." "Nia hears everything." "She said there was a man. That it was bad." Rory's thumb found the inside of her left wrist, the small crescent scar there, the old accident — a bicycle, the hedge, her father's hands washing gravel out of it under the kitchen tap. She wasn't aware she did it. It was just where her fingers went. "He was bad," Rory said. "I was worse at leaving. Took me a long time." "And now?" "Now I'm in Soho with wet shoes and a bag of cold food." She smiled at Carys, and it was a real smile, or near enough that the difference didn't matter. "It's not nothing." Carys looked at her for a long moment, and something in her face gave way, and Rory realised with a jolt that Carys hadn't come here on a whim. That she had been walking past, or been told, or had looked up an address, and that some part of her had wanted this. "I should have called," Carys said. "After Cardiff. I should have — I don't know what I thought. That you'd come back, I suppose. You always came back. It never occurred to me you'd just" — she gestured at the bar, the maps, the green light on the wet floor — "stop being Aurora Carter." "I'm not. I'm just Rory." "That's what I mean." They sat with that. Carys finished the wine and Rory had another water because she was working in the morning, and they talked about Nia, who had two children and a house in Penarth and a way of making everything sound like an hour-long complaint about parking. They talked about the professor, who was dead. They did not talk about Evan, and Carys did not ask again, and Rory was grateful in a way that sat alongside the resentment like two drinks on the same tray. Around eleven Carys looked at her watch and said she had a train, and then said she'd get a cab, and then said she'd walk, it wasn't far, she was staying at the Bloomsbury hotel and had a meeting at nine, which was to say at the Bar, which was to say she was a barrister now, and only mentioned it in passing, only said it like a person saying they'd got the dry cleaning in, and Rory felt the old life lean over her shoulder and breathe. "I'll walk you to the corner," Rory said. "I want to see it's not raining on my delivery routes." Outside, the street was black and shining. The neon threw the whole doorway in green — Carys's coat, Carys's face, both of them about twenty-four years old and nineteen all at once. "Rory." Carys had her umbrella up, arms out, fencing with the sky again. "Write to me." "To Gray's Inn?" "To anywhere." She said it too fast. Then she went off down the street with her umbrella tilted into the nothing-weather of a city that had stopped raining ten minutes ago, and Rory stood under the sign and watched her get smaller, and thought about all the letters she had not written and never would, and the particular weight of a thing you chose, which is so much heavier than the things that simply happened to you. Silas was collecting glasses when she came back in. "Friend of yours?" "Was." He nodded slowly, and wiped down the bar, and didn't ask. He had maps on his walls of countries that didn't exist any more and he knew better than most that a person is the same and not the same, that you can leave a room and come back and everything in it has moved a quarter-inch without you. "Same again tomorrow?" he said. "Same again tomorrow," Rory said, and took her bag, and went up the stairs to the flat with one window and a wall for a view.