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The first thing Rory noticed was the laugh. It came from the doorway, a bright, surprised sound that seemed to belong to another room, another year. Rory had been wiping rain from the shoulders of her coat when she heard it. She stopped with one hand still raised, water dripping from her cuff onto the floorboards. The woman under the green neon sign turned toward the bar. For a moment, neither of them moved. Then Eva said, “Rory?” She looked older, of course. They both did. But the change in her was more than the fine lines at the corners of her eyes, or the dark hair cut close at the nape and swept across her forehead. Eva used to enter every room as if she’d already been invited to improve it. Now she stood just inside the door with one hand gripping the strap of her bag, waiting to be told she could come in. Rory knew the feeling. “Eva.” Her own voice came out almost level. She was proud of that. Behind the bar, Silas glanced up from a row of clean glasses. His hazel eyes moved from one woman to the other, taking the measure of what had happened. Then he looked down again and began polishing the same glass with a little more care than it needed. Eva came toward her. The Raven’s Nest was dim around them, all old maps and black-and-white photographs, the corners softened by years of smoke and conversation. Rain ticked against the windows. Somewhere near the back, two men were arguing about football in low voices. “I didn’t know you were here,” Eva said. “I live here.” “Here?” Eva looked around, then up toward the ceiling, as if Rory might have meant the whole building. “Above it.” A smile flickered across Eva’s face. “Of course you do.” Rory had imagined this meeting more times than she cared to admit. In some versions, she was angry. In others, she was gracious, or so cold Eva would understand at once what she had done. She had never imagined standing in a bar with a wet sleeve and a delivery bag still bumping against her hip, with the old maps watching from the walls. “You’re in London,” Rory said. “I am.” “You’ve been in London for years.” “Five.” Eva looked down at her hands. A plain gold band circled her right thumb. Rory didn’t remember it. “I thought you knew.” “I knew you were here when I came.” Eva’s eyes lifted. Something passed through them—pain, perhaps, or the effort of not showing it. “I gave you my address.” “You gave it to me through a woman named June, who said you’d gone to Bristol for work and might be back in a week.” “I was back in three days.” “I’d found a room by then.” “Rory—” “I didn’t know where you were.” Rory set her bag on the nearest chair. “I was learning how to get through a day without having to explain myself to anyone.” Eva swallowed. “I know.” “No, you didn’t.” The words were sharper than Rory intended, but not by much. Eva accepted them without flinching. That was new, too. The Eva she remembered would have lunged at a sharp remark, met it with a sharper one, and made the argument so funny neither of them could stay angry. This Eva stood still and let the silence have its space. Silas came over, limping slightly on his left leg. “Drinks?” “Tea, if you have it,” Eva said. “Whisky,” said Rory. Silas’s glance paused on her face, then he nodded and went back toward the bar. Eva eased into the chair opposite Rory’s. Her coat was a good one, dark green wool with the collar turned up. She looked as if she had learned to dress for weather and consequence. Rory remembered her in a yellow plastic raincoat, twelve years old and muddy to the knees, insisting they could make it to the sea before dark. “You still hate tea?” Rory asked. “I don’t hate tea. I hate waiting for it to cool.” “You used to drink it scalding.” “I used to do a lot of stupid things.” “Like climbing the old pump house?” “That was your idea.” “It was your rope.” They smiled. The expression arrived without permission, and for one brief second the years folded down between them. Rory saw them on a wall above the river, Eva’s bare knees scraped red, the two of them whispering plans into the blue-black evening. They had been certain that growing up meant getting away. They hadn’t known how much of themselves they would have to take along. Then Eva’s smile faded. “I’ve thought about calling you so many times.” “You had my number.” “Yes.” “So did I.” Eva pressed one thumb against the gold band on the other hand. “I didn’t know what to say.” “You could’ve started with hello.” “I tried that once.” Rory remembered the message, eventually. A short one, from an unfamiliar number, sent months after she’d come to London. Hello, stranger. Rory had stared at it until the screen went dark. By then she had learned to mistrust anything that arrived without a demand attached. She had told herself she would reply when she had the energy. Then she had told herself that no reply was an answer. Then enough time had passed that the silence began to feel deliberate. “I saw it,” she said. Eva nodded, as if she had expected no less. “I thought you might have.” “I meant to answer.” “I know.” Rory wondered what she had done with the years in between. Eva had always seemed to make use of time—fill it, spend it, turn it into something she could show you. At school she had organized a campaign to keep the library open, then abandoned it to join a band that lasted three weeks. She had kissed a girl behind the swimming baths and told Rory about it before she’d even decided whether she liked the girl. Rory had been the one who held things close, catalogued them, waited until she was sure. Now Eva’s shoulders seemed drawn inward, as though she’d spent years taking up less room. “What happened to you?” Rory asked. Eva’s gaze dropped to the table. “I went to work. I got good at it. My mother got sick. I spent a year going back and forth to Cardiff. She’s better now.” She gave a small, embarrassed shrug. “That’s the short version.” “And the long one?” “I’m not sure it fits in a bar.” “It’s a big bar.” “Not that big.” Silas returned with a glass of whisky and a pot of tea. He set them down, then lingered just long enough to make it clear he was available and not curious. When he walked away, his silver signet ring flashed once in the low light. Eva wrapped both hands around the teapot. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there when you came.” Rory stared into her whisky. “You couldn’t have known.” “I knew you were thinking about leaving for months.” “You told me to leave.” “I told you to get out before he made you disappear completely.” At the mention of him, Rory felt the old contraction in her chest. Not fear exactly. Memory had its own muscles. Her left wrist turned inward, hiding the small crescent scar there. Eva noticed. Her face tightened. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t—” “It’s all right.” “It wasn’t all right then.” “No.” Rory took a sip. The whisky burned cleanly down her throat. “It wasn’t.” They sat with that. Outside, headlights slid across the wet glass. Inside, someone laughed at the bar, and a chair scraped over the floor. “I used to think,” Eva said, “that if I could get you to London, everything after that would be simple. Like I was handing you a door and you’d walk through it and there’d be a life waiting on the other side.” “There was a room. It had one window and a broken radiator.” “Still.” “You sent me a ticket.” “I should’ve come to the station.” “You were in Bristol.” “I should’ve come back sooner.” Rory studied her. The guilt looked real. It also looked old, worn smooth from being carried too long. She wondered if Eva had built a life around the idea that she’d failed Rory, just as Rory had built one around the idea that she could manage without anyone. “I didn’t want you to rescue me,” Rory said. “I know.” “I wanted you to be there.” Eva’s mouth opened, then closed. She looked out toward the window, where the neon sign painted a wavering green line across the rain. “I thought if I came too close, I’d make it worse. I kept thinking you’d tell me when you were ready.” “That’s what people say when they’re frightened.” Eva looked back at her. “Were you frightened?” Rory almost laughed. “All the time.” “Of him?” “Of everything after him. Of being asked what I wanted. Of finding out I didn’t know.” She turned the glass slowly between her hands. “I thought I’d feel free when I left. I mostly felt stupid.” “I never thought you were stupid.” “You weren’t living with him.” “No.” Eva’s voice had gone soft. “I wasn’t.” There it was: the distance neither of them could cross by wishing. Eva could regret her absence; Rory could forgive it, or not. Neither act would make the years different. No apology could go back to the station, or put a hand on Rory’s shoulder in the room with the broken radiator. The past stayed past, stubborn as a locked door. “What do you do now?” Eva asked. “Deliver food. Part-time. I’m taking my time figuring out the rest.” “That sounds like you.” “Does it?” “You always wanted a life with room in it.” Rory hadn’t thought of herself that way. She had thought of herself as practical, cautious, good at choosing the least disastrous path. Perhaps those were only names for the same longing. “I live above a bar,” she said. “I don’t think I’m in a position to be judged for my choices.” “I wasn’t judging.” “I know.” Eva sipped the tea and made a face. “Too hot.” “You always did rush it.” “I always thought waiting was a waste.” “You’ve changed.” “Yes,” Eva said. “I hope so.” The answer sat between them, quieter than the rest. Rory looked at her friend’s hands: the short, unpainted nails, a faint white scar crossing one knuckle. Eva had once worn blue polish on every finger, chipped within a day. Rory wanted to ask when she had stopped, and what else she had stopped doing. She wanted the old knowledge back, the kind that made questions unnecessary. Instead she said, “Are you staying in the city?” “For now.” “Then you can have tea here again sometime.” Eva looked up, cautious hope breaking through before she could hide it. “I’d like that.” “Don’t make a whole thing of it.” “I wouldn’t dream of it.” “You used to make a whole thing of everything.” “I’m trying to be more mysterious.” “You look tired.” “I’m mysterious and tired.” Rory laughed. The sound surprised her. It came out rougher than Eva’s, but it was hers. Across the table, Eva’s face opened for an instant, and Rory saw the girl who used to dare her toward the sea. They didn’t embrace. Not then. There were too many versions of themselves in the way, each with a claim to the other. Instead Eva reached across the table, palm up, and left her hand there. Rory watched it for a moment. Then she placed her own hand over it, careful of the scar at her wrist. Eva’s fingers closed around hers. Neither of them said that they would make up the time. Neither promised to call tomorrow. They had outgrown the easy lies people told to make the future feel obedient. But Rory let their hands rest together on the scarred tabletop while the rain worked its silver threads down the windows, and for once she did not hurry to pull away.