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The bell over the door gave a small, bright ring, and Rory looked up from the glass she was drying. For a moment she knew only the coat: camel-brown, too thin for the rain, its collar folded unevenly beneath a narrow jaw. Then the woman inside it turned, sweeping wet hair from her face, and Rory felt the years close in around her with the intimacy of a hand at the back of her neck. “Maeve?” The woman froze beneath the green neon’s reflected smear on the window. She had been reaching for the scarf at her throat. Her fingers stayed there. “Rory,” she said. Silas, polishing the far end of the bar, glanced up. He said nothing. The Nest’s low murmur moved around them: the clink of glasses, the hiss of the coffee machine, a laugh breaking out near the door and subsiding again. On the walls, old maps and black-and-white photographs watched in silence. Maeve looked older in ways that weren’t simply the arithmetic of years. Her hair had once been the thick, coppery sort that resisted every brush. Now it was cropped close to her skull, nearly grey at the temples. A fine seam of a scar crossed her chin. Her shoulders sat forward, as if she expected a blow from somewhere behind her. Rory set down the glass. “Christ,” Maeve said. “I thought you were in Cardiff.” “I was. For a while.” “And then?” “Then I wasn’t.” A laugh came out of Maeve, quick and brittle. She glanced at the empty stools, choosing the one at the end of the bar as though proximity could be negotiated. “Is this a bad time?” “It’s a bar.” “That’s not an answer.” “It’s the one I’ve got.” Maeve slid onto the stool. She smelled of rain and cold air, and something medicinal underneath. Rory reached for a clean glass. “What’ll you have?” “Whisky. Anything.” “Anything’s not a drink.” “Then the least expensive whisky.” Rory poured without asking. Maeve watched the amber settle, her eyes following the line of it down the glass. “How long?” Rory asked. “Since what?” “Since you stopped speaking to me.” Maeve looked up. The scar on her chin tugged when she swallowed. “That’s not how I remember it.” “No?” “I remember you leaving.” “Leaving Cardiff isn’t the same as leaving you.” “It felt the same from where I was standing.” Rory set the drink before her. The crescent scar on her left wrist caught the bar light as she drew her hand back. She had got it at nine, falling from a garden wall while Maeve laughed below. Maeve had been the first to see the blood. She had wrapped Rory’s wrist in her own school shirt and sworn not to tell either of their mothers, a promise broken within the hour. Maeve’s gaze found the scar. Her expression shifted. “You still have it,” she said. “Hard to misplace.” “I used to think it looked like a moon.” “You used to think a lot of things.” Maeve took the whisky. “You always were good at making an ordinary sentence feel like a verdict.” “That’s because you hear the verdict before the sentence.” The words landed more sharply than Rory intended. Maeve’s mouth twitched, not quite a smile. Silas drifted past with a tray. His limp was subtle, the left leg taking a fraction less weight, but Rory had spent enough time behind this bar to recognize the careful rhythm of it. He set a bowl of crisps between them. “On the house,” he said. “Thanks,” Rory said. Maeve nodded. “Silas?” “That’s right.” “I’ve heard about you.” “Have you?” “People talk.” “People do,” he said, and moved away. Maeve lifted her glass. “Still collecting strays, I see.” “He doesn’t collect anyone.” “No? He has that look.” “What look?” “The look men get when they think they can tell what’s broken and how to fix it.” Rory wiped an already clean patch of bar. “You haven’t changed as much as you think.” Maeve tipped her head, accepting the hit. “You have.” “Do I?” “You’re not flinching.” Rory stopped wiping. Maeve stared into her drink. “You used to flinch whenever someone raised their voice. Even when it wasn’t at you.” “That was a long time ago.” “Was it?” The question held no accusation, which made it worse. Rory thought of the years she didn’t want to count: the cramped Cardiff flat, the locked bathroom door, the soft apologies that arrived afterward like coins placed over a dead person’s eyes. Evan’s voice could still turn a quiet room into a place with no exits. She had not told Maeve about all of it. She had told her enough. At least, she had thought she had. “When did you get to London?” Rory asked. “Yesterday.” “Work?” “Sort of.” “That sounds like a lie.” “It’s more of a half-truth.” “Then give me the half that isn’t a lie.” Maeve rolled the glass beneath her palm. A small tattoo showed at her wrist, black lines disappearing under her sleeve. “My brother’s in hospital.” Rory’s attention sharpened. “What happened?” “Car accident. He’ll live. They say. He was driving after a party, which is a very tidy way of saying he was drunk enough to think he could still see straight.” Maeve’s voice remained flat. “He’s got a broken pelvis and a head injury. My mother’s gone down to stay with him. I came up to sort out his flat, deal with work, that kind of thing.” “I’m sorry.” “Don’t be. He’s always been a bastard. It would be unfair to blame the car.” Rory let the silence sit. There had been a time when they could spend an entire afternoon in silence, legs dangling over the canal wall, passing a paper bag of chips between them. They had known how to leave a space open for each other. Now every pause seemed to demand an explanation. “How long are you here?” Rory asked. “Two weeks, maybe. Depends on the hospital.” “You could’ve called.” Mae’s fingers tightened on the glass. “I know.” “You had my number.” “I did.” “You had Eva’s.” “I know.” “You knew where I was.” “I didn’t.” Rory looked at her. “I knew you were in London,” Mae said. “I didn’t know where. I didn’t know if you wanted me to know.” “You could’ve asked.” “Yes.” The admission hung there, plain and unadorned. Rory put the cloth down. “Why didn’t you?” Mae didn’t answer. Around them, the bar went on being a bar. Someone at the window asked for another round. A man in a dark coat leaned over the old maps, trying to trace some route with one blunt finger. Silas poured a measure and listened to a story he had no intention of interrupting. Finally Mae said, “Because I knew what you’d say.” “You don’t know what I’d say.” “I knew what you should say.” “That’s different.” “I know.” Rory waited. Mae picked at the paper label on her glass. “The last time we spoke, you were packing. You said you were going to Eva’s. You said Evan had—” She stopped, searching for a word that wouldn’t make it worse. “You said you needed to get out. And I told you to stop making everything about him.” Rory remembered that call more clearly than she wanted to. The narrow kitchen. The phone pressed to her ear. Rain needling the window. Mae’s voice coming from far away, irritated and frightened, both disguised as anger. “You said I was being dramatic,” Rory said. “I did.” “You said I always needed somebody to rescue me.” “I did.” “You said you didn’t have the energy for it anymore.” Mae closed her eyes briefly. “I was twenty-three and angry at the world.” “So was I.” “I know.” “You were supposed to be my friend.” “I know.” That last one was nearly a whisper. Rory felt the old response stir inside her—the wish to make Mae feel better, to rub the edge off the thing she’d said. It was a reflex, not kindness. She let it pass. Mae looked at the drink she hadn’t finished. “Afterward, I kept thinking I’d call. I’d pick up the phone and think, I’ll wait until she’s settled. Then I’d think you were probably happier without me. Then enough time went by that calling seemed selfish.” “Maybe it was.” “Probably.” Rory had imagined this conversation before, though never with Mae’s face in it. In those imaginings she said something clean and final. She turned away, or spoke with a calm that made Mae understand precisely what had been lost. Instead, she found herself wondering whether Mae had eaten today. It was infuriating, how the past kept its own small habits. “Why the haircut?” Rory asked. Mae blinked at the change of subject. “What?” “You had hair down to your shoulder blades.” “Got sick of it.” “Just like that?” “Just like that.” She touched the short bristles at her temple. “It was falling out. Stress, they said. Or hormones. They said a lot of things. I thought I’d rather choose when it went.” Rory imagined Mae standing before a mirror with scissors in her hand, taking herself apart by inches. “Does it feel like yours now?” Mae gave a quiet laugh. “That’s a very Rory question.” “What does that mean?” “You always wanted things to make sense before you could let them be.” “Did I?” “Yes. You’d worry at something until it had corners. Then you’d put it in a box and label it.” Mae looked at her. “I don’t mean that as an insult.” “I know.” For a moment, they looked at one another as they had been: girls in school uniforms, knees scabbed, mouths full of secrets. Then Mae’s phone vibrated on the bar. She checked the screen and turned it facedown. “Your brother?” Rory asked. “My mother.” “Should you answer?” “Not yet.” “Is that why you came here?” “I came here because the hotel is rubbish and Eva told me you might work nearby.” Mae’s face tightened as soon as she said it. “She didn’t give me the address. I saw the sign.” Rory glanced toward the window. The green neon fluttered in the rain, bending over the street. “Eva knows where I work?” “Apparently.” “I’ll have to ask her about that.” “She thought you’d be all right with it.” “Eva thinks a lot of things.” Mae’s eyes searched her face. “Are you?” Rory could have asked what, exactly, she meant. All right to see her. All right in general. All right after the years between them had been stacked up like furniture in a room neither could enter. Instead she said, “I’m working.” Mae nodded, as if the answer were more generous than it deserved. “Do you still live above here?” “Yes.” “That’s convenient.” “It is.” “Do you still write those awful little lists?” Rory smiled despite herself. “They weren’t awful.” “They were colour-coded.” “They were useful.” “You made one for our exams.” “You passed.” “I passed because I memorized the answers.” “Same difference.” “No, it isn’t.” The old rhythm surfaced, wary but recognizable. Mae’s mouth softened. Rory felt, beneath the bar’s warmth, the cold shape of what had been lost. Mae lifted her glass and finished the whisky. “Could I see you again?” The question was so careful Rory almost mistook it for something else. “Maybe,” she said. Mae nodded. “I’ll take that.” “You shouldn’t.” “I know.” Rory reached for the bottle, but Mae covered the glass with her hand. “No more.” “Wise.” “Don’t sound surprised.” “I’m not.” Mae slid off the stool. She tugged her coat closed, shoulders hunched again against the damp. For an instant Rory thought she would hug her. The thought passed between them, visible and unacted on. “Rory,” Mae said. “Yeah?” “I’m sorry I made you prove it was bad enough.” Rory’s throat tightened. She looked down at the bar, at the silvered scratches in the wood, at the crescent scar on her wrist. “I know,” she said. Mae stood there, waiting for more. Rory had no more to give. Not tonight. Not because she wanted to punish her, but because some truths could not be made lighter by handing them back and forth. Mae turned toward the door. “Your hotel,” Rory called after her. Mae stopped. “Where is it?” “Just off Wardour Street.” “That’s not a hotel. That’s a fire escape with a booking system.” This time Mae’s laugh held a little warmth. “It was cheap.” “There’s a room over the kitchen. I don’t use it.” Mae glanced at her, uncertain. “You’d let me stay?” “I said you could have the room. I didn’t say we were friends again.” “I understand.” “Good.” Rory reached beneath the counter, found the spare key Silas kept for deliveries, and set it on the bar. Mae approached but didn’t pick it up at once. “I can pay,” she said. “Then do.” Mae took the key. Their fingers touched, briefly. Mae’s hand was cold. “Thank you.” “Don’t thank me yet. The plumbing’s terrible.” “I remember your standards.” Rory almost said, You remember nothing. Instead she watched Mae tuck the key into her coat pocket. Silas appeared from the other end of the bar, carrying a fresh tray. “Room’s made up,” he said, as if this had been decided some time ago. Rory looked at him. He lifted one shoulder. Mae glanced between them. “You’re very efficient.” “Only when I can avoid paperwork,” Silas said. Mae went to the door. The bell rang as she opened it, letting a blade of wet London air into the warm room. She paused on the threshold and looked back once. Rory raised her hand—not quite a wave, not quite a promise. Mae answered with the smallest lift of her fingers. Then the door swung shut between them. The green sign shone over the rain. Rory picked up the glass Mae had left behind and carried it to the sink. There was a crescent of whisky at the bottom, catching the light like a thin, broken moon. She rinsed it away. The water ran clear. The old ache did not.