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The woman at the end of the bar was laughing at something Silas had said, and Rory knew her before she turned around. She knew her by the shape of her shoulders, first: the slight lift on the left when she laughed, as if she were trying to keep the sound from escaping. Then by the dark, blunt cut of her hair, though it had once fallen nearly to her waist. Then by the little gold hoop in her right ear, which Rory had given her from a jumble sale when they were fifteen and had insisted was real gold. Eva. Rory stopped with one hand on the strap of her delivery bag. Cold rain prickled in her hair. The bar smelled of old wood, beer, and the damp wool of coats drying by the door. Above them, the green neon sign gave the windows their faint underwater glow. Silas glanced over from behind the bar. His hazel eyes moved from Rory to the woman, then back. He didn’t ask. He was good at leaving a silence alone until it became useful. Eva turned. For a beat, neither of them moved. The years between them seemed less like time than a door shut too softly to notice. “Rory,” Eva said. The name, in that voice, was a hand reaching from another room. “Evie.” Eva stood. She wore a camel coat with the collar turned up, a narrow black dress beneath it, and a watch Rory guessed cost more than her first car. Her face had thinned. There were faint lines at the corners of her eyes now, and her mouth had settled into a seriousness Rory didn’t remember. She looked like someone who had learned to be still while other people talked. Rory felt suddenly aware of her own damp sleeves, the black hair clinging to her cheek, the small crescent scar on her wrist where her cuff had ridden up. She set the delivery bag down beside her boot. “I thought you were still in Manchester,” Eva said. “I was never in Manchester.” “You said you might go.” “I said I might.” Rory heard the edge in her voice and hated that it had arrived before anything else. “A long time ago.” “Yes.” Eva looked at her as if she were trying to measure the distance. “A long time ago.” Silas set a glass of water on the bar in front of Rory. “On the house,” he said, with the air of a man announcing a weather change. Then he moved away to serve a pair of men by the window. Rory pulled out the stool beside Eva’s. “You’re here.” “I’m here.” “That’s clear.” Eva smiled, but it didn’t last. “I didn’t know this was your place.” “It isn’t. I live upstairs.” “Above the bar?” “Very glamorous.” “I remember you wanted to live above a bookshop.” “I wanted to own a bookshop.” “You wanted to own everything you couldn’t afford.” “That hasn’t changed.” “No,” Eva said. Her gaze flicked over Rory’s face. “Some things haven’t.” It was meant kindly. Rory couldn’t decide whether to be grateful. She ordered a half pint from Silas, though she wasn’t sure she wanted it. The bar was quiet for a Thursday, its old maps and black-and-white photographs holding the low light close. Rain tapped the glass. At the far end, Silas was wiping a clean patch of counter with a cloth. “How did you find me?” Rory asked. “I didn’t. I was meeting someone nearby. He cancelled.” Eva curled both hands around her glass. “I came in because I remembered this place from the sign. I thought it looked familiar.” “The sign’s hard to forget.” “I was about to leave.” “And then?” “And then there you were.” Rory looked at the wet ring her glass had left on the bar. “Well. There I was.” For a while they made the kind of conversation that could have belonged to two strangers who had once shared a school: work, weather, places lived, people they still knew by name. Eva worked in communications for a health charity now. She had a flat in Islington and a partner named Tom, whom she described as kind, then said no more about him. Rory was still in London. She delivered food for a Chinese restaurant in the afternoons and evenings, and some mornings she helped Silas with the bar’s books. “Still studying law?” Eva asked. “No.” “Oh.” Eva’s face tightened, barely. “I didn’t know.” “You didn’t ask.” The words came out quiet. They landed hard anyway. Eva set her glass down. “No. I didn’t.” Rory watched the gold hoop at her ear catch the light. She remembered Eva at sixteen, sitting cross-legged on Rory’s bedroom floor, dividing a packet of biscuits into equal piles because Rory had cried over a boy and Eva was determined to make the world fair in at least one small way. They had made promises then, with the confidence of people who mistook wanting something for keeping it. “You changed your hair,” Rory said. “I got tired of it.” “You used to swear you’d never cut it.” “I used to swear a lot of things.” There was the opening, perhaps, but neither of them stepped through. A customer at the bar called for another drink. Silas answered him without looking away from Rory for long. She knew he was watching, not because he expected trouble, but because he understood the shape of a conversation that could turn. Eva took a sip. “I’m sorry I disappeared.” Rory’s hand tightened around her glass. The scar on her wrist pulled pale against the skin. “You didn’t disappear,” she said. “You were busy.” “Rory.” “You helped me get here. You found me the room. You let me sleep on your floor. You called when I was scared to leave him.” She kept her voice even; she had learned that much. “That’s more than most people would do.” “I did it because I loved you.” The word sat between them. Once, it would have been easy. Now it seemed to need translation. Rory looked at Eva. “Then you went.” “I thought you were safe.” “Maybe I was.” “You were.” “Maybe.” Eva’s fingers had begun to worry the stem of her glass. Rory remembered those hands with bitten nails, ink smudged on the side of one finger from the fountain pen she’d stolen from school. They were neat now, nails pale and polished. “I couldn’t stay,” Eva said. “Not after what happened. Every time the phone rang, I thought it was him. Every time you didn’t answer, I thought—” She stopped and swallowed. “I thought if I stayed close, I’d become responsible for whether you were all right.” “You were already responsible for me?” “No. That’s not what I mean.” “I know.” But she wasn’t sure she did. At the time, she had needed Eva’s certainty more than her friendship. Eva had spoken as if London were a place one could simply step into and be remade. She’d told Rory to come. She’d said, You’ll be all right here. Then, after a month of borrowed blankets and late-night tea, she had begun to take longer to call back. Then she had stopped calling first. Rory had not asked her to stay. That was the part she had never been able to forgive herself for. She’d wanted Eva to notice the difference between being brave and being left. “I should have told you I was going,” Eva said. “Yes.” “I should have called.” “Yes.” “I didn’t know how.” Rory gave a small, humorless laugh. “You could have started with hello.” “I know.” Silas appeared at the end of the bar with a crate of clean glasses. His left leg lagged slightly as he crossed the room. Rory saw him take in their faces, the untouched drinks, the damp coat folded over Eva’s chair. He set the glasses down and kept going. “Do you still talk to your mum?” Eva asked. “Sometimes.” “Your dad?” “Less.” “Do they know you’re here?” “They know I’m in London.” Eva nodded, as if this were familiar territory. “And Evan?” Rory’s stomach drew tight, then released. She kept her eyes on the beer. “No.” “Good.” “You don’t get to say that like you had a hand in it.” Eva flinched. There. At last, the unpolished part of her. “You’re right,” she said. Rory looked up. Eva’s eyes were still the same grey-green they’d been when they were children, though the light in them had changed. It had grown cautious. Maybe both of them had. Outside, a bus passed in a wash of red and white. The green sign trembled in the window. “Do you remember the night we climbed the roof of the leisure centre?” Eva asked. “Of course.” “You said you’d leave Cardiff before you turned twenty.” “I did.” “I said I’d come with you.” “You didn’t.” Eva looked down. “No.” Rory’s drink had gone flat and warm in her hand. “You were there when I needed you. You don’t have to make the rest of it into a lie.” “I’m not trying to.” “Then what are you trying to do?” Eva breathed out slowly. “I suppose I wanted to see if there was still a place for me.” The question had been waiting beneath every other one. Rory studied the woman beside her: the beautiful coat, the careful hair, the old hoop in her ear. She could see the girl too, not as she had been but as Rory had carried her—fierce and sure, her knees always scraped, her chin lifted against whatever came next. The girl had not vanished. She had just grown into someone who knew how to leave without slamming a door. “I don’t know,” Rory said. Eva nodded. No protest, no plea. That was new. Silas returned with a small plate of crisps and placed it between them. “For the table,” he said. “We didn’t order these,” Eva said. “Neither did the table.” When he had gone, Rory took one. Eva did too. Their fingers brushed above the plate, and both of them pulled back too quickly. “I’m not asking you to pretend it didn’t happen,” Eva said. “Good.” “I don’t know how to be your friend the way I was.” “That’s all right. I don’t know how to be the person I was.” For the first time, Eva smiled in a way Rory recognized. Not the careful, composed expression she had worn at the bar, but something brief and lopsided. It showed the old gap between her front teeth. “Maybe we can be different,” Eva said. “Maybe.” Rory didn’t offer her forgiveness. She didn’t offer a second chance, either. Those were large things, and the night was not large enough to hold them. But when Eva asked if she might call, Rory gave her the number. She watched Eva type it into her phone, then watched her save the contact as Rory, not Aurora. The old name looked strange on the bright screen. It also looked right. At the door, Eva paused beneath the green glow. Rain shone on her coat shoulders. “I’m glad you’re here,” she said. Rory leaned against the bar. “I’m glad you found the place.” Eva held her gaze, waiting for more. Rory let the silence stay what it was: not welcome, not rejection. A room neither of them had entered yet. Then Eva nodded and stepped out into the rain. Rory watched her cross the window’s reflection and disappear into the Soho dark. Behind her, Silas set a fresh glass on the shelf. Somewhere upstairs, the pipes knocked in the walls. Rory turned her drink slowly against the wet ring on the bar, and kept Eva’s number in the room with her.