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The rain had followed Rory home from the restaurant, needling the back of her neck through her jacket. She left her delivery bag beneath the stairs and went down to the bar for a drink she didn’t have to carry anywhere. The Raven’s Nest was nearly empty. The green neon sign outside stained the front window the color of pond water. Inside, the old maps and black-and-white photographs seemed to deepen the gloom rather than decorate it. Silas stood behind the bar, polishing a glass with a cloth that had already given up. “Long night?” he asked. “Long street.” Rory shook rain from her sleeves. Her black hair clung damply to her jaw. “The man on Dean Street made me wait while he found the cash he’d told the restaurant he had.” “Did you wait?” “I’m trying to become a better person.” Silas set a glass on the bar. “How’s that going?” “Poorly.” She sat at the corner nearest the door, where she could see the room without looking as though she meant to. Old habits had a way of surviving their owners. Silas poured her a measure of whisky and set it down. She wrapped both hands around the glass, letting the heat of it touch her palms. The door opened behind her. A gust of wet air swept through the room. Someone shook an umbrella. Rory glanced over, expecting a stranger, and forgot to breathe. Eva stood on the threshold. For a moment, neither of them moved. Rory recognized the angle of her face first, then the small notch in one eyebrow, a white line left from some childhood fall. But recognition had to cross a distance. Eva’s hair, once a dark spill to her waist, was cut close to her head. Her coat was expensive and sharply made, its collar turned up against the weather. She looked thinner. Older, certainly. Not in the usual arithmetic of years, but as if some private weather had passed over her and left the landscape altered. “Rory,” she said. Rory had imagined hearing her name in Eva’s voice often enough that the real thing seemed to belong to someone else. “Eva.” Silas’s gaze moved between them. He said nothing. A good quality in a bartender, and in a spymaster. Eva glanced toward him. “Is it all right if I—?” “It’s a bar,” Silas said. “You may sit wherever you like.” There was a faint hitch in his left step as he moved away to give them space. Rory could feel him listening without appearing to. She looked back at Eva. “You’re in London.” “I am.” “You didn’t tell me.” “I know.” Eva came to the bar and sat one stool away. She set her umbrella down carefully, its wooden handle slick with rain. Rory watched her hands. They were still narrow, the nails still bitten close. There was a pale band of skin on her ring finger, though no ring. “How long?” Rory asked. “Three days.” “And it took you three days to come here?” “I didn’t know if you still lived here.” “Above the bar.” “I know that now.” Rory looked at her. Eva held her gaze for a second, then lowered her eyes to the whisky glass. Silas appeared with another glass and set it before her without asking. Eva thanked him. He gave Rory a small, unreadable look and retreated to the other end of the bar. “So,” Eva said. “You’re still here.” “Mostly.” “I thought you might’ve gone back to Cardiff by now.” “You thought I’d come all this way and then turn around?” “I thought a lot of things.” Rory took a sip. The whisky burned, clean and brief. “You always did.” Eva let out a small laugh. It was a familiar sound, but thinner than Rory remembered, as if it had been used sparingly. “You’ve changed.” “Have I?” “You cut your hair.” “It grows back.” “That’s what you used to say when you got it cut.” “I used to say a lot of things.” Rory heard the bitterness in her own voice and wished she’d filed it down before speaking. The years between them seemed to gather at the bar: not a wall exactly, but a stack of unopened letters. Eva turned her glass by its base. “I’m sorry.” “For the hair?” “For leaving.” Rory stared at her. The apology was too small for the space it had to cross. She had carried the absence for so long that she’d stopped expecting it to be filled. When she’d first come to London, she’d arrived with two suitcases and a bruised sense of direction, believing Eva would be waiting. Eva had sent the message that brought her here: Come. You can stay with me. We’ll sort it out. Then, three days before Rory’s train arrived, a second message had come. A family emergency. A delay. A promise to call. Eva had called once. Then twice. Then not at all. Rory had found work at Golden Empress, a room above a bar, and the stubborn ability to make one day follow another. “You didn’t leave,” Rory said. “You disappeared.” Eva closed her eyes. “Yes.” The word sat between them without defense. “What happened?” Rory asked. “My mother was ill. It was sudden. I went back to Bristol, and then there was the hospital, then the house, and then all the things that come after.” Eva swallowed. “I could have called you.” “Yes.” “I should have.” “Yes.” Eva looked down at her hands. The pale band around her finger caught the light. “I thought if I waited until everything settled, I’d know what to say.” “Did it settle?” “Not really.” Rory watched the rain crawl down the window, turning the green sign outside into a trembling smear. “You were the one who told me to come.” “I know.” “You said I’d be safe here.” “I know.” “I’d just left Evan. I didn’t know where else to go.” Eva’s face changed at the name. Some old protective anger stirred there, delayed but not dead. Rory remembered it from school corridors and bus stops, from Eva planting herself between Rory and anyone who thought a cruel joke could pass for charm. “I think about that,” Eva said. “More than I should.” “Do you?” “I think about the fact that you were frightened, and I gave you a place to run to, and then I wasn’t there.” Rory almost said that she had managed. It was the answer people wanted, and the answer she had learned to give. But Eva was looking at her with the careful attention of someone who had finally stopped rehearsing a defense. “I didn’t know if you’d come,” Rory said. “I stood in the station with my phone in my hand. I kept telling myself you were on your way.” Eva’s mouth tightened. “And when you weren’t,” Rory continued, “I went to a café and sat there until they started stacking the chairs. I didn’t have enough money for a hotel. I kept thinking, I’ve made a mistake. I’ve left everything, and now I’ve made a mistake.” “I’m sorry.” “I know.” It was the first time Rory had ever heard herself say it without wanting to make the other person pay for the words. Eva drew a breath. “I had a daughter.” Rory went still. “Had?” “She’s alive.” Eva looked up quickly. “She’s with her father. We separated last year.” There it was: the change Rory had sensed, not in the short hair or the coat, but in the way Eva had begun speaking as if every sentence needed to be lifted over something. Rory had known her as a girl who could make a plan out of a bad afternoon. Now she sat beside Rory with a tiredness that seemed to have become part of her posture. “How old?” “Six.” Rory tried to picture Eva with a child. The image came easily, and that hurt. She imagined a small girl at Eva’s shoulder, perhaps with the same quick eyes. She imagined all the years she had not known. “You never told me.” “I know.” “Did you try?” Eva shook her head. “No. Not properly. I wrote once, years ago. I didn’t send it.” “That’s almost worse.” “I know.” Rory turned the glass between her palms. Her crescent scar showed pale on her left wrist, a childhood mark she had mostly forgotten until people asked about it. “Why are you here now?” Eva considered the question. “I saw your name on a delivery receipt at the restaurant. I was there for a meeting. I thought it might be you, but there are a lot of Carters.” “You could’ve asked.” “I could have.” Eva’s laugh came out quiet and humorless. “I’m beginning to see a pattern.” “Good. Patterns are useful.” “Are you still doing the law degree?” “No.” “Your father must’ve taken that well.” “He took it as a personal betrayal.” “Your father took everything as a personal betrayal.” A laugh escaped Rory before she could stop it. Eva smiled, and for a moment there she was: the girl who used to lie beside Rory on the grass behind the school and read horoscopes aloud in a solemn voice, inventing futures that were far more dramatic than either of them wanted. The smile faded, but not all at once. “What do you do now?” Eva asked. “Deliveries. Golden Empress. I live upstairs.” Rory nodded toward the ceiling. “I’ve got a very glamorous life.” “You always wanted to leave Cardiff.” “I wanted to want to leave Cardiff.” Eva took that in. “And now?” “Now I live somewhere else.” A quiet settled around them. Silas moved glasses at the far end of the bar, letting the silence keep its shape. Rory wondered what he thought he saw when he looked at them: two women who had been close once, or two strangers trying to bargain with the remains. “I don’t expect you to forgive me tonight,” Eva said. “That’s convenient. I hadn’t planned to.” “I don’t expect anything.” “Good.” Eva nodded. Her eyes were bright, though she didn’t cry. Rory recognized that stubbornness too. They had both learned young that tears could be mistaken for surrender. “Can I see you again?” Eva asked. Rory’s first instinct was to say no. It was a clean answer, with a clean edge. She could take it upstairs, shut the door, and preserve the shape of her life. But she looked at Eva’s cropped hair, the tired line between her brows, the ring of pale skin where a marriage had once been. She thought of the child she had never met, and of the girl she had once known so well that she could tell, from a single silence, when something was wrong. “I don’t know,” she said. “That’s fair.” “Don’t call it a promise.” “I won’t.” Rory finished her whisky. The last mouthful had gone warm and tasted of oak. “But you can tell me about your daughter.” Eva blinked, surprised. “Mara. Her name’s Mara.” “Is she happy?” “I think so.” “You think?” “I see her every other weekend.” Eva rubbed at the pale band on her finger. “Some days that feels like enough. Some days it feels like I’m being allowed to borrow my own life.” Rory looked at her. This was not the woman she remembered, but it was not a stranger either. Time had changed the terms of knowing. It had not erased the old language; it had made them speak it with accents. “Tell me about her,” Rory said. Eva began. She told Rory about Mara’s stubbornness, her love of making paper crowns, the way she insisted that rain was only the sky washing its face. Rory listened. Outside, the rain softened against the window. Above them, the flat waited in its familiar quiet. At the bar, Silas poured another drink and left it within reach. When Eva finished, Rory asked what Mara looked like. Eva described her, and Rory tried to hold the child’s face in her mind without inventing too much. It was an awkward kind of hope: small, cautious, and not yet willing to call itself by name. They sat together while the bar thinned around them. Neither apologized again. Neither pretended that an evening could return what years had taken. But when Eva lifted her umbrella at last, Rory stood too. “Text me,” Rory said. Eva paused. “I will.” “Don’t wait until everything settles.” “I won’t.” Rory watched her go to the door. The green neon caught the side of Eva’s face, making her look for an instant like the girl Rory had known, then the light shifted and the years came back. The door shut behind her. Rory stayed where she was, one hand resting on the empty glass, listening to the rain take up its old, patient work.