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The rain had got into the seams of Rory’s coat and turned the cuffs cold against her wrists. She stood at the bar with a mug of tea she hadn’t wanted, watching the green neon sign tremble in the wet window. Outside, Soho blurred into slick black pavement and smeared headlights. Inside, the Raven’s Nest held its usual low murmur: a couple speaking close over a small table, the clink of Silas setting glass on wood, the old maps and black-and-white photographs keeping their watch from the walls. Rory had meant to go straight upstairs. She lived above the bar; the stairs were three paces behind her. But her feet hurt from a day of deliveries, and Silas had put the kettle on without asking. It was hard to refuse him when he had already made the tea. The door opened. A gust of damp air came through, carrying the city’s smell of rain and exhaust. The woman who stepped inside stopped just beyond the threshold. She was in a charcoal coat with its collar turned up, her dark hair cut in a neat line at her jaw. She glanced toward the bar, then toward the tables, taking in the room with the swift, careful attention of someone who had learned not to assume she was welcome. Rory knew her before she looked up. It was not the hair, or the fine crease between her brows, or the small silver hoop in one ear. It was the way she held her mouth, as if a laugh were waiting there and she had decided, for the moment, to keep it. “Eva,” Rory said. Eva turned. For a second, her face was only surprise. Then it softened into something more uncertain. “Rory.” Silas looked from one to the other, his hand still resting on the glass he was polishing. “You know each other?” “Since we were eight,” Eva said. “Since you stole my sandwich,” Rory said. “You left it unattended.” “I was tying my shoe.” “You were a slow child.” The old exchange came easily, and its ease unsettled Rory more than the years between them. Eva smiled, but it was a smaller smile than Rory remembered. Once, in Cardiff, she had laughed loud enough to turn heads in the school corridor, then grinned at the teachers as if inviting them to join in. Now she seemed to measure the sound before letting it out. Silas set the glass down. “I’ll give you the end of the bar.” He moved away with his slight limp, as if the offer had been made to the room rather than to them. Rory watched him go, grateful and faintly annoyed at being grateful. Eva came closer. “I didn’t know you came here.” “I live upstairs.” “You live upstairs?” Eva glanced toward the back of the bar, where the stair door sat beside a row of shelves. “Here?” “Not in the cellar, if that’s what you’re wondering.” “I wasn’t wondering that.” Eva put a hand to the back of the stool opposite Rory but didn’t sit. “I thought you were—” She stopped. “Where?” “I don’t know. Somewhere else.” There it was: the years, made present by a sentence that couldn’t finish itself. Rory took a sip of tea. It had gone from hot to merely warm. “London’s full of places.” Eva sat. Her coat stayed buttoned. Rory remembered her in a yellow raincoat with one sleeve ripped at the cuff, running ahead through Cardiff drizzle, turning back every few steps to make sure Rory was following. The woman across from her had fine, dry hands folded on the counter and a pale band of skin at her left ring finger. Rory didn’t ask about it. “I almost didn’t recognize you,” Eva said. “You did.” “Not at first.” “But then you did.” “Yes.” Eva’s eyes moved over her face, searching. “You look different.” “I’m older.” “That’s not what I meant.” Rory looked down at the small crescent scar on her left wrist, visible where her sleeve had ridden up. She had carried it since childhood, from the day she fell against the garden wall at Eva’s house and refused to cry until she saw the blood. Eva had held a tea towel to it and scolded her for not crying sooner. The scar was the same. Rory wasn’t. “What did you mean?” she asked. Eva’s fingers tightened around each other. “You don’t wait for people to tell you what they think anymore.” “I used to?” “You used to ask.” Rory let the quiet sit between them. The bar’s music, soft enough to seem accidental, threaded through it. Eva gave a thin laugh. “I sound like I’ve been rehearsing.” “Have you?” “No.” She looked at the rain-dark window. “Maybe.” Rory remembered the last time they’d spoken properly. Cardiff, a late call, Rory whispering in a bathroom with the tap running. Eva had said London. Come here. You can stay with me. Rory had said she couldn’t just leave. Eva had said she could, and did not need permission. The next time Rory called, she was on a train. The time after that, she was in London. Then work began, and the days filled up, and every conversation became a promise to talk when things were calmer. Things had never been calmer. They had only learned how to look that way from the outside. “I heard you were in London,” Eva said. “From who?” “Your mother, I think. She said you were working, and that you were all right.” “All right,” Rory repeated. “She didn’t say it like that.” “Did she say anything else?” Eva shook her head. “I asked once.” “And then?” “I thought you’d tell me if you wanted me to know.” Rory looked at her. Eva had not changed her eyes. They were still quick, still searching for the answer behind whatever Rory said aloud. But once, she had kept looking. Now she waited. “Was that what you wanted?” Rory asked. “For me to tell you?” “Yes.” “You could have asked.” “I did.” “Once.” Eva flinched, very slightly. Rory saw it and wished she hadn’t. She knew the shape of a bruise without needing to touch it; knew the temptation to turn a hurt into evidence. She set her mug down carefully. “I’m not saying you did something terrible,” she said. “I know.” “I’m saying we were both very good at making silence sound like a decision.” Eva looked at her. “I should have come to Cardiff.” “You told me to leave.” “I know.” “You were right.” “I know that too.” “Then what would coming have changed?” “I don’t know.” Eva drew in a breath and let it out slowly. “Maybe I wanted to be there when you got here.” Rory looked past her to the old photographs on the wall. A woman in a white dress stood before a car that no longer existed. Beside it, a street in Soho, empty and grey. Silas had collected pictures of places after the crowds left, as if he trusted the world more when it stopped performing. “I got here,” Rory said. “I managed.” “I can see that.” It wasn’t a compliment. Or it was, and that made it worse. Eva’s gaze drifted over Rory’s black coat, the damp cuffs, the hands that had spent the day carrying orders through traffic and doorways. Rory could feel the questions she wasn’t asking. Was the work temporary? Was London what you wanted? Are you safe? Each one arrived at the edge of Eva’s face and turned back. “I thought you’d be doing law by now,” Eva said. “I thought I might be.” “You hated it.” “I hated being expected to love it.” Eva’s mouth lifted at one corner. “You used to say you’d get a proper job and buy your mother a house with a garden.” “I still might.” “And your father a library?” “He has a library.” “A bigger library.” “He’d find somewhere to put the books.” Eva watched her, and for a moment Rory could see the girl from Cardiff beneath the careful coat: the one who had spent whole afternoons making impossible plans because the future was a thing you could invent together. Then Eva blinked, and the moment was gone. “What do you do now?” she asked. “I deliver food.” “For restaurants?” “For the Golden Empress. Part-time.” “That sounds—” “Don’t.” Eva stopped. “I wasn’t going to say anything.” “You were about to say it sounds like a beginning.” “I was going to say it sounds tiring.” “It is.” “Do you like it?” Rory thought of hot paper bags against her palms, the steam and spice that clung to her sleeves, the city opening in little pieces when she had to find a new address. She thought of the small satisfaction of a door opening, an order handed over, a job done that belonged entirely to her. “Sometimes,” she said. Eva nodded as though the answer mattered. Silas passed behind the bar, setting down a fresh glass. His silver signet ring caught the light. “Anything for either of you?” “No, thank you,” Eva said. Rory shook her head. He continued on, his limp slight and steady. Eva watched him go. “You live above a bar owned by a man who looks like he knows where bodies are buried.” “He knows where everyone’s bodies are buried.” Eva’s laugh escaped before she could smooth it down. It sounded more like the old one. Rory felt her own mouth answer it, almost unwillingly. “You still do that,” Eva said. “Do what?” “Make things sound ordinary.” Rory glanced at her. “They usually are.” “No. You used to do it when you were scared.” The words landed between them with no force at all. That was what made them hurt. Rory ran her thumb over the crescent scar on her wrist. “I don’t know what you want me to say.” “I don’t know either.” Eva’s hand had moved to her bare finger. She rubbed the pale strip of skin once, then tucked the hand under the bar. “I missed you.” Rory had prepared herself for anger, for apology, for explanations. She had not prepared for the plainness of it. “I missed you too,” she said. Eva looked down. “I kept thinking I’d call when I had something useful to say.” “Like what?” “I don’t know. Something that fixed it.” “There wasn’t anything to fix.” “I know.” “Do you?” Eva raised her eyes. In them Rory saw the same girl who had stood beside her in the schoolyard, furious on her behalf before Rory had even decided she was hurt. She saw, too, the years of not calling. Neither cancelled the other. Outside, a bus sent water whispering along the kerb. The green neon shivered in the glass. “I have to go,” Eva said, though she hadn’t looked at her watch. Rory knew the old instinct to rescue the moment before it ended. To offer a reason, a way forward, a place to put the awkwardness. She let the instinct pass. “All right.” Eva stood. She buttoned her coat, then hesitated. “Could we have coffee? Sometime?” The question had a careful edge. It asked for nothing that could be refused without damage, which meant it asked for almost nothing at all. Rory looked at her mug, the last of the tea gone cold. “You can text me.” “I still have your number.” “Then you can text me.” Eva nodded. “I will.” Rory believed she might. Belief was not the same as trust, but it was not nothing. Eva turned toward the door. At the threshold she looked back, one hand on the handle. “I’m glad you’re here, Rory.” Rory wanted to say she had been here all along. Instead she said, “Good night, Eva.” The door shut behind her. For a moment the rain and the street seemed to press at the glass, crowding the space she had left. Silas appeared at Rory’s elbow. “Old friend?” “Yes.” He glanced toward the door. “The sort you’ll see again?” Rory picked up her mug. The tea was cold enough now that she could drink it without thinking. “I don’t know.” Silas accepted this without comment. From upstairs came the quiet, familiar sound of pipes knocking in the walls. Rory looked once more at the place where Eva had stood, then at the stair door behind her. The past had come in wet from the rain and sat across from her. It had left without asking to be forgiven. She carried the mug to the sink and went upstairs.