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The rain had followed Rory home from the Golden Empress, needling the back of her neck through the gap in her collar. She left her delivery bag in the narrow hall upstairs and came down to the bar before she could talk herself out of it. The flat was warm; the Nest was warmer, if only because it smelled of old wood, beer, and the faint ghost of someone’s tobacco from a decade ago. Silas glanced up as she came in. His grey-streaked auburn hair caught the amber light above the bar. “Long night?” “Wet one.” “Those are usually the same.” He set a clean glass on the counter. His left leg dragged a fraction as he turned to the taps. The silver signet ring on his right hand flashed once. Rory took her usual stool beneath a black-and-white photograph of a woman standing on a bridge, her face turned away from the camera. The Raven’s Nest was quiet at this hour, its old maps and photographs softened by the lamplight. Outside, the green neon sign shivered across the wet pavement. Silas poured her a small beer. She was reaching for it when the front door opened. The woman who stepped in carried the rain on her shoulders. She paused beneath the green glow from the window, looking around as if the room had rearranged itself since she’d last been there. Rory knew her before the woman looked her way. Not by the hair. Eva’s hair had once been a tumble of dark curls she refused to tame, always escaping from whatever clip or elastic she’d used that morning. Now it was cut close to her head, neat and dark, with a pale thread of grey at one temple. Not by the coat, either: a severe charcoal thing with a clean line through the shoulders, nothing like the bright scarves she used to knot and lose. It was the way she held still. Eva had never been still as a girl. Even sitting, she’d tapped a foot, picked at a label, leaned into the next sentence before Rory had finished the last. Now she stood with her hands loose at her sides, waiting for the room to make up its mind about her. Then her gaze found Rory. “Rory?” The name crossed the room intact. It did not sound like a question, though Eva had shaped it like one. Rory stood too quickly and knocked her knee against the bar. “Eva.” For a moment they only looked at each other. Rory had imagined this often enough to know that imagination was no help. Eva’s face was thinner. There were lines beside her mouth Rory didn’t remember, and a small notch in one eyebrow. Rory wondered what had made it, then hated herself for wondering as if she were entitled to the answer. Eva smiled, but it arrived carefully. “You look exactly like yourself.” “That seems unlikely.” “I mean I’d know you anywhere.” Rory touched the ends of her straight black hair, damp at her shoulders. “You had a different idea of anywhere last time.” “Last time I was twenty-two.” “Last time you had purple hair.” “It was burgundy.” “It was purple.” Eva’s smile warmed. For a second the years thinned between them, and Rory saw the girl who used to shout across the schoolyard that the world was ending, then laugh when Rory asked which one. Then Eva blinked, and the girl was gone again. Silas set another glass on the bar. “Friend of yours?” “An old one,” Rory said. Eva looked to him. “Eva.” “Silas.” He nodded once, measuring her without making a show of it. “You’re welcome to join her.” “Thank you.” Eva took the stool beside Rory. Not the one on the other side of her, where they could have faced each other. The one beside her. It was such a small choice that Rory felt it land. Silas poured a drink for Eva, who asked for whisky and took it neat. Her hands were different, too: nails short, a faint scar across the knuckle of her right thumb. Rory remembered those hands with paint on them, or ink, or the red marks left by the cheap rings Eva wore until they turned her fingers green. They drank without speaking. The whisky caught at Rory’s throat. Eva’s went down as if she’d learned how to make room for it. “How long?” Rory asked. “Since I saw you?” Eva considered. “Nearly three years.” Rory knew the number. She had counted, but not in a way she would ever admit. “I thought you were in Bristol.” “I was. I’m back in London for a few days.” “Work?” “Something like that.” Eva had always been bad at evasion. The old habit was still there, but it had been refined into something quiet and almost elegant. Rory turned her glass between her palms. The crescent scar on her left wrist caught the light. She tucked her hand beneath the bar. “How have you been?” Eva asked. “Good.” Eva’s gaze stayed on her. “Fine,” Rory amended. “Better.” “That’s more accurate.” “I’m glad.” Rory searched Eva’s face for the old eagerness, the fierce relief she used to wear whenever Rory emerged from something difficult. She found neither. Eva had changed enough that Rory couldn’t tell whether the absence was wisdom or exhaustion. “Are you?” Rory asked. Eva looked down at her drink. “Yes. I am.” “I’m sorry.” “For what?” The question was gentle, which made it harder. Rory could have chosen any number of answers. For the messages she’d read and not returned. For the way she had let the distance grow because it was easier to feel abandoned than to remember she had done the leaving. For the night Eva had told her to come to London, and the morning Rory had got on the train, and all the mornings after when she hadn’t called. “I don’t know where to start.” “Then don’t.” They sat in the bar’s low amber hush. Somewhere behind them, a pipe knocked once. On the wall, an old map of Europe curled at one corner. “You told me to come here,” Rory said. “I did.” “You made it sound easy.” “I thought it would be easier than staying.” “It was.” “Good.” Rory turned to her. “You don’t have to pretend you weren’t angry.” “I was angry.” The answer came so plainly Rory almost laughed. “All right.” “I was angry you disappeared after you were safe.” The glass stopped under Rory’s fingers. Eva looked at her now. The pale strand at her temple shone silver. “I wasn’t angry that you left Cardiff. I wanted you to leave. I was angry that I didn’t know whether you’d got there, or if you were eating, or if you’d gone back to him. I’d told you to run, Rory. Then I had to wonder if you’d run straight into another wall.” “I didn’t know what to say.” “You could have said that.” “I know.” “No, you know now.” Eva’s voice didn’t sharpen. Somehow that was worse. “At the time, you just stopped answering.” Rory watched the beer tremble in her glass when a door closed somewhere in the building. “I thought if I talked about Cardiff, I’d have to be there again. And if I talked to you, you’d remember me there.” “I did remember you there.” “I know.” “And I remembered you here, too.” Eva touched the rim of her whisky. “That was the problem. I knew you could be both people, and I kept waiting for you to tell me which one you were.” There it was: the place they had each been standing, years apart, looking toward a door the other had closed. Rory rubbed her thumb over the scar on her wrist. “I thought you’d moved on.” “I did.” The words were not cruel. They were simply true, and the truth of them made Rory’s chest tighten. Eva continued, “I moved flats. Changed jobs. Cut my hair. Started paying a ridiculous amount of money to someone who tells me to breathe from my diaphragm.” “That sounds expensive.” “It is. I still can’t sing.” Rory smiled despite herself. “You could never sing.” “I could sing loudly.” “You sang at me.” “It was a form of support.” The laugh escaped them both, brief and uneven. Rory felt it more in her ribs than heard it. She wanted to keep it there, that old shared rhythm, but the years pressed back in as soon as it faded. “Why are you in London?” she asked. Eva glanced around the bar. “I came to meet someone. They cancelled.” “And you came here?” “I needed a drink.” “Still not a reason.” “No.” Eva took a slow sip. “I knew you lived above this place.” Rory held still. “You knew?” “Silas wrote to me once. A while ago. He said you were safe.” Eva looked toward the bar, where Silas was polishing a glass and evidently hearing nothing. “He didn’t give me your address. He didn’t need to. I knew you were here.” Rory swallowed. “You could have come.” “I could have.” “Why didn’t you?” Eva set down her glass. “Because I didn’t want to be the person who kept pulling you back to the worst thing that had happened to you.” “You weren’t.” “I know that now, too.” She rested her hands on the bar. “I was so sure I could get you out. I thought if you made it to London, my part was done. Then I found out it wasn’t. I couldn’t follow you into every room you hid in.” Rory wanted to tell her she hadn’t asked her to. She wanted to say she had wanted Eva there more than she could bear to admit. Instead she looked at Eva’s close-cropped hair, the stillness she had learned, the lines beside her mouth. “You’ve changed.” “So have you.” “Not as much.” “You don’t think so?” Rory glanced down at herself: black work trousers, wet trainers, the Golden Empress logo stitched at her chest. “I’m still bad at answering messages.” “That’s true.” “I’m still scared of being a burden.” “That’s true too.” “I’m still waiting for someone to tell me I can go.” Eva’s expression shifted. There it was, something old and unguarded, beneath the carefulness. “You never needed permission from me.” “I know.” “No,” Eva said, but this time she smiled. “You know now.” The words settled between them without closing anything. Rory understood, suddenly, that time had not made a neat bridge between who they had been and who they were. It had built two banks and left the water running through. “Are you here until Sunday?” she asked. “Sunday morning.” “Would you have dinner with me?” Eva watched her for a moment. Rory could feel the old reflex rise: to fill the silence, to offer a reason, to make refusal painless before it came. She held her tongue. “Yes,” Eva said. “I would.” Rory breathed out, surprised by how much of herself she’d been holding. Silas appeared beside them, carrying the whisky bottle. “Another?” Eva glanced at Rory. “One more.” Silas poured. The silver ring on his hand caught the light again. Rory lifted her glass. Eva lifted hers. Their drinks met with a quiet click, not quite a toast, not quite an apology. Eva’s shoulder touched Rory’s. Neither moved away.