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The green neon above the door had painted the rain in streaks of sickly light. Rory watched it shiver in the bar window while she peeled off her damp gloves, one finger at a time. “You’re dripping on the floor,” Silas said. “I’ve been delivering soup in a storm. The floor can take it.” “The floor has been here longer than you.” “Then it’s seen worse.” Silas gave her the small, almost-smile he used when he wasn’t going to argue. He moved away with his slight left-legged hitch, silver signet ring catching the light as he reached for a glass. The Raven’s Nest settled around them: the low amber lamps, the old maps on the walls, the black-and-white photographs of people Rory had never asked about. Outside, Soho blurred itself against the wet glass. She had been looking forward to a quiet drink. She’d earned one. Her delivery bag sat beneath the bar, still smelling faintly of ginger and rainwater. Her shoulders had the dull, satisfying ache of a day spent moving through the city. She set her phone facedown and ordered the house red. The door opened. A gust of wet air swept in, followed by a woman who paused just inside as if she had forgotten what she’d come for. Rory turned at the sound of the door chime. For a moment, the woman was only a shape: dark coat, damp hair, a pale oval face. Then she looked up. “Rory?” The name came softly, but the years fell away from it. Rory knew the voice before she knew the face. She knew the slight lift at the end, the way Eva made a question sound like a dare. She stood too quickly. Her knee struck the underside of the bar. “Eva.” They stared at each other across the room, each waiting for the other to explain how this could happen. Eva’s hair had once been long and coppery, the sort she used to braid with ribbon and shake loose whenever she wanted attention. Now it was cut close to her head, dark brown, with a scatter of silver at one temple. The change made her face seem sharper, older. It was not just the hair. Eva had been all motion as a girl—arms swinging, words tumbling, feet already carrying her toward the next thing. Now she stood very still, hands folded around the strap of her bag. Rory heard herself say, “You’re here.” “I am.” “Right.” “Right.” Silas glanced over from the counter. Rory caught his eye and gave a tiny shake of her head. He went back to polishing the glass in his hand. Eva came closer. She had the same small scar at her chin, the one she’d got climbing the wall behind the school, though Rory couldn’t remember whether it had been a fall or a fight. When Eva reached the bar, she didn’t hug her. Rory wasn’t sure whether she wanted one. “Can I—?” Eva gestured to the empty stool beside her. “Of course.” They sat with a careful inch of space between them. Rory’s wine arrived. Eva ordered whisky, neat. She spoke to Silas with the ease of someone who had already decided not to explain herself. “How long have you been in London?” Rory asked. “Since yesterday.” “Work?” “Mostly.” Eva lifted one shoulder. “A conference. I’m meant to be networking with people who use words like synergy.” Rory gave a laugh before she could stop it. “You always did hate those people.” “I used to hate them loudly.” “And now?” “Now I let them finish speaking first.” The smile came and went. Rory looked down at her glass. The wine left a red crescent on the rim. “Your hair,” she said, though it was a poor thing to say, and she knew it. Eva touched the short side of her head. “I got tired of catching it in doors.” “You used to say you’d never cut it.” “I used to say a lot of things.” There it was: a little opening, just wide enough to show the dark beyond it. Rory could have asked what happened. She could have asked when Eva stopped making declarations and started choosing the quiet parts of rooms. Instead she took a sip of wine and let the silence stand. Eva looked around the bar. Her gaze settled on the maps, the old photographs. “You live above here?” Rory’s fingers tightened around the stem of her glass. “Yes.” “I remember you saying you wanted a place where you could hear the city through the floor.” “I did say that.” “You’re delivering food now?” “Part-time. Golden Empress. Yu-Fei runs it.” “That sounds like you.” “What does?” “Being useful in a way that gets you out of the house.” Rory almost smiled. The old Eva would have said it without cushioning the words. This Eva had left the edges on, but she’d wrapped them in cloth. “You came all the way to London for a conference,” Rory said. “And ended up here.” “I saw the sign.” “Have you been to the Nest before?” “No. I was walking. I saw the green light.” Eva’s eyes flicked to Rory’s face. “I nearly kept going.” “Why didn’t you?” “I wanted to know if you were still in there.” Rory looked at the bar, at Silas’s broad shoulders moving behind the counter. “I am.” “I know.” The answer landed too heavily for two simple words. Rory rubbed at the small crescent scar on her left wrist. The old childhood mark had gone white against her skin, almost invisible unless she was looking for it. They had been girls together in Cardiff, before either of them understood that a friendship could become a place to hide. Eva had been the one who climbed walls, stole apples, talked Rory out of going home when she’d had enough of being told what she ought to be. Years later, when Rory had finally left Evan, Eva had said London. She’d said it as if the word itself were a door. You can come here, she’d said. I’ll help you. Rory had come. Eva had helped. Then life had become untidy, and the two of them had stood on opposite sides of it, each waiting for the other to move. “You look well,” Eva said. “That’s a terrible thing to say to someone you haven’t seen in years.” “I know. I had a better one in the cab.” “What was it?” “I don’t remember.” “That’s probably for the best.” Eva turned her glass between her hands. “You cut your hair.” Rory touched the ends of it, black and straight against her shoulders. “A little.” “You used to hate it shorter than your chin.” “I used to hate plenty of things.” The words came out sharper than she intended. Eva didn’t flinch, but her eyes changed. Rory took another sip, buying herself a moment. “I’m sorry,” Rory said. “For what?” Rory considered the safe answers. For being sharp. For the missed calls. For leaving her messages unopened until their little red numbers became too embarrassing to look at. For the things she had said before she disappeared into the life she’d escaped, and all the things she had not said afterward. “I don’t know,” she said. Eva nodded as though that was an answer she had expected. “I was angry with you,” Rory said. “I know.” “You left.” “My mother got sick.” “I know that now.” “I told you.” “You texted me.” “I called.” “You called once.” “More than once.” “Not enough.” Eva looked into her whisky. The amber surface held the light without giving anything back. “No,” she said. “Probably not.” There was no argument in it. Rory had been ready for one. She’d carried the accusation so long it had worn a smooth groove through her, and she’d expected to take it out and hold it up between them. But Eva didn’t offer a defense, and Rory had nowhere to set the accusation down. “I was scared,” Rory said. “I know that too.” “No, you don’t.” Eva’s gaze lifted. “Maybe I don’t.” The old version of Eva would have put a hand across the table and made Rory look at her. She would have insisted. This woman let the silence remain, even when it hurt. Rory realized she missed being cornered by her. “I thought if I called you,” Rory said, “you’d hear how bad it was.” “How bad what was?” “Everything.” Eva’s mouth tightened. “I would have.” “And then you’d feel like you had to fix it.” “I did feel like that.” “I didn’t want to be another thing you had to fix.” Eva leaned back. “You weren’t.” The words were plain. Rory felt their weight anyway. “I wanted you to tell me,” Eva went on. “I wanted you to be angry with me. I wanted you to make me come over and sit with you. I was in Cardiff, Rory. I could have come down every weekend.” “You had your mother.” “I had a train.” Rory stared at her. Eva’s face had altered—not into anger, exactly, but into something less patient. For the first time since she’d entered, Rory saw the girl who had once climbed the school wall rather than wait for someone to unlock the gate. “I didn’t know how to ask,” Rory said. “I know.” “You keep saying that.” “Because I do.” “You can’t know everything.” “No.” Eva lifted her glass. “I know that.” Silas passed behind them, his limp measured and unhurried. He set a small bowl of salted almonds near Rory’s elbow without a word. Eva glanced at him, then at the room. The gesture seemed to remind her she was not in a private conversation, though the bar had gone quiet around them. “Do you still think about coming to London?” Rory asked. “Back then?” “Every so often.” “Do you wish you hadn’t?” “No.” Eva’s thumb moved along the rim of her glass. “I wish I’d understood what I was asking you to do.” “You were asking me to leave.” “I thought leaving was the hard part.” “It was.” “And staying?” Rory looked down at her wrist, at the pale little crescent that had survived her childhood and meant nothing to anyone else. “That was worse.” Eva watched her, and Rory could see her deciding whether to reach across the space. She didn’t. “I’m glad you got out,” Eva said. Rory’s throat tightened. “Me too.” “I should have said that a long time ago.” “Yes.” The admission did not mend anything. It simply sat between them, solid and small, like a stone placed on a windowsill. Eva took a drink. “I have to go back tomorrow.” “Of course.” “I’m staying near King’s Cross.” “Of course.” “I don’t know what you’re meant to say to that.” “Neither do I.” For a while they spoke about other things. Eva told her about the conference and the people who said synergy without a trace of irony. Rory told her about the delivery cyclist who had tried to race her through Chinatown and clipped a bollard. Eva laughed, and for half a second it was the old laugh—too loud, unashamed, arriving before the story was finished. Rory felt her body turn toward it before she could stop herself. When the laughter faded, Eva glanced at the time on her phone. “I should go.” “Yeah.” She reached for her bag. Rory wanted to ask her to stay. She wanted to ask whether her mother was better, whether Eva was happy, whether the silver at her temple had arrived by choice or by years. She wanted to ask if they could begin again, though she knew better than to confuse wanting with a plan. Eva stood. “I’m glad it was you.” Rory stood too. “Me too.” This time the hug came, brief and careful. Eva’s coat smelled of rain and the faint, familiar soap she had used when they were girls. Rory put her arms around her and felt how narrow her shoulders had become beneath the wool. Or perhaps Rory had forgotten their size. At the door, Eva turned back. “Rory?” “Yeah?” “I’m sorry I let so much time go by.” Rory had an answer ready, a clean one. She let it pass. “I know,” she said. Eva nodded once and went out into the rain. Through the window, Rory watched her move beneath the green neon until the light slipped off her coat and she was only another figure in the city. She sat again. The wine had gone warm in her hand. Behind the bar, Silas set a fresh glass on the shelf. “You want another?” he asked. Rory looked at the door. “Not yet.” He left her to it. The old maps on the walls held their borders in the lamplight, countries divided by lines that had never been as permanent as they looked. Rory pressed her thumb to the scar on her wrist and let the room settle around her. Outside, the rain kept falling, making a long, patient work of the city.