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The green neon above the door had turned the rain on the pavement the color of old glass. Rory came in with her delivery bag cutting a damp line across her shoulder and the cold still lodged beneath her collar. The Golden Empress had been short-staffed; three trips across Soho in the rain had left her thighs aching and the cuffs of her jeans dark with water. Silas glanced up from polishing a glass. “You look like you’ve brought half the street in with you.” “Only the best bits.” He gave her a look that meant he’d noticed the tremor in her hands and would not ask about it in front of the room. Rory set the bag beside the bar. The Nest was nearly empty, its low lamps making amber pools on the tables. Old maps and black-and-white photographs watched from the walls. Somewhere behind the bookshelf, the hidden room waited in its usual silence. “Tea?” Silas asked. “Something stronger.” “Long day?” “Long noodles.” He poured her a small whisky without comment. His silver signet ring flashed as he set the glass down. Rory wrapped her fingers around it, letting the heat of the room reach her in pieces. She had just lifted it when the door opened behind her. The bell gave its little brass shiver. A woman came in, folded an umbrella, and shook rain from its ribs. She wore a dark coat buttoned to the throat, and her hair—short now, cropped close at the nape—shone black beneath the lamps. She looked toward the bar, saw Rory, and stopped. For a second, Rory didn’t know her. She knew the face, but not the arrangement of it: the sharper jaw, the fine lines at the corners of the eyes, the mouth held still as if it had learned not to give too much away. Then the woman said, “Rory?” The whisky burned where Rory had not yet swallowed. “Eva.” She heard her own voice go careful. It had been a long time since she’d said that name aloud. Eva set the umbrella against the wall. “I wasn’t sure it was you.” “You were sure enough to ask.” “Your hair’s different.” “It’s the same hair.” “Not from where I’m standing.” Rory touched the ends of it, as if to check. Shoulder-length, straight, black. She’d cut it once, years ago, and let it grow back. “You cut yours.” “I did.” Eva gave a small, crooked smile. “I know. It’s a lot.” It was. Eva used to have long, loose curls she was always pushing out of her face. She had once dyed the ends purple in Rory’s mother’s bathroom and blamed the stains on a leaking pen. Now the crop exposed the elegant, unfamiliar line of her neck. She looked like someone who had learned to make decisions without asking anyone what they thought. Silas moved away from the bar, giving them space without making a show of it. Rory watched him go, grateful and annoyed by the gratitude. “Are you living here?” Eva asked. “Above the bar.” “Of course you are.” “What does that mean?” “I don’t know. It sounds like you.” Rory nearly laughed. The sound got caught on the way out. “I didn’t know you were in London.” “I’m not, mostly. I’m here for work. I had a meeting in Soho.” Eva glanced at the empty stools. “Can I sit?” “Sure.” Eva slid onto the stool beside her. Up close, Rory could see that the changes weren’t only in her hair. There was a steadiness to her now, a practiced patience. When they were young, Eva could never let a silence survive longer than three seconds. She’d fill it with a question, a story, a dare. This silence she allowed to stretch between them. Rory took a sip of whisky. “How long has it been?” “Six years?” “Has it?” “I think so. Properly, anyway.” Rory remembered Eva’s last visit to Cardiff: rain spattering the kitchen windows, her mother at the table with a stack of exercise books, Rory pretending not to hear the phone vibrating in her pocket. She remembered the two of them walking down by the river, Eva talking too fast, Rory saying she was fine. She had been good at saying that. Good at making it sound like a fact. “Six years,” Rory said. Eva studied her profile. “You look well.” “That’s a very cautious thing to say.” “I’ve had time to work on it.” “Have you?” “Clearly not enough.” Rory turned her glass in her hands. The crescent scar on her left wrist caught the light, pale against her skin. Eva’s eyes flicked to it, then away. She had seen the scar a hundred times before, back when it had been fresh and Rory had cried over the blood on her sleeve. “You told me to leave,” Rory said. Eva’s mouth tightened. “I did.” “Do you remember?” “I remember telling you that if you stayed, I’d come and drag you out myself.” “You couldn’t have.” “I know.” Eva looked down at her hands. No rings, Rory noticed. A faint ink stain along the side of one thumb. “I said it because I wanted you to know you had somewhere to go.” “I did know.” “But you didn’t call.” The words landed gently. That made them harder to deflect. “I sent a message.” “You sent three words.” “Four, actually.” “‘Made it. Don’t worry.’” Eva’s smile didn’t quite hold. “You always did know how to make a person feel included.” Rory set the glass down. “I’m sorry.” Eva raised her eyes. “I’m not asking you to apologize.” “What are you asking?” “I don’t know.” Eva drew in a breath, let it out slowly. “Maybe I wanted to see what you’d look like.” “That’s a strange reason to come into a bar.” “It was raining. I was cold. You were here.” She shrugged. “I’m not claiming it was a plan.” Rory wondered what she looked like to Eva. The girl who’d put her head down over law books while the rest of them went out. The girl who’d learned to keep her voice level when someone else’s began to rise. The one who’d left Cardiff with a small case and a tight smile, telling herself she was choosing London when she was mostly choosing not to stay. “Do you still want to be a barrister?” Eva asked. Rory’s first instinct was to make a joke. It was how she used to handle questions that reached too close: cut them with a little brightness and leave the other person holding the scraps. “I don’t know,” she said instead. Eva blinked. “That’s new.” “Is it?” “You used to have a whole speech ready.” “I used to think having an answer meant I was safe.” “And now?” “Now I deliver noodles.” Eva looked at her, then laughed. It was a quiet laugh, unlike the old one, which had seemed to arrive several steps ahead of her. Rory felt something in her chest loosen, just enough to hurt. “From the Golden Empress?” Eva asked. “Yeah.” “You hated mushrooms.” “I still hate mushrooms. I’m not required to eat the deliveries.” “I meant when we were kids. You’d pick them out of everything.” “I was right to. They’re horrible.” “That’s good. I’m glad some things survived.” The joke passed between them and faded. Rory could hear the rain ticking against the front window. Beyond it, Soho shifted and shone: passing headlights, umbrellas, strangers in a hurry to get somewhere warm. Eva leaned her forearms on the bar. “I used to picture you arriving in London. I thought you’d show up at my door and we’d have some dramatic reunion. I even kept the spare room clear for a while.” “You never told me that.” “You never asked.” “No.” Rory turned the glass again. “I thought if I let you see me, you’d ask what happened.” “I might have.” “I couldn’t talk about it.” “I know.” “You don’t.” Eva took that without flinching. “No. I don’t. Not all of it.” The bar’s lamp laid a soft edge of light along her cheek. Rory found herself looking for the old Eva in the new one, the girl who used to sneak into her bedroom after a row with her parents, who’d read fortunes in tea leaves and invented a future for both of them. But time had not put Eva away intact. It had taken what it wanted and left her to arrange the rest. “I wanted you to come,” Eva said. “And then you didn’t, and I was angry. For a while I thought that was because you didn’t trust me. Later I thought maybe you were just trying to survive.” “I was.” “I know that now.” Rory’s throat tightened. She drank the whisky. “I didn’t want to be the thing you had to save.” Eva looked at her, and for the first time since she’d come in, the carefulness dropped from her face. Beneath it was grief, old and plain. “You were never a thing,” she said. Rory looked away. Across the room, Silas was talking to a customer, his slight limp almost invisible in the dimness. He had a way of making the bar feel like it would hold its shape whether or not anyone inside it could. “You changed,” Rory said. “So did you.” “You seem more—” She stopped. “More what?” “Contained.” Eva considered that. “I got tired of being the loudest person in every room.” “You were never the loudest.” “I was. You were just too polite to say it.” Rory smiled. “I wasn’t polite.” “No. You were careful.” The word settled between them. Rory could not tell whether Eva meant it as an accusation or an old kindness. Maybe it had been both, all along. Eva took the umbrella from where she’d left it and stood. For one sharp second, Rory thought she was going to leave. The old instinct rose up in her: let her go before she can decide to. Instead Rory put a hand over the glass. “Are you staying long?” “Two days.” “Do you want to get breakfast tomorrow?” Eva’s face changed. Not much. Enough. “I’d like that.” “There’s a café near here. They do terrible coffee.” “Perfect. I’ve missed terrible coffee.” “You didn’t say you missed me.” “I’m trying not to be presumptuous.” Rory looked at her. She wanted to say it, and found that wanting was not the same as being able. The apology still sat between them, unfinished, but it had made room for something else. “Tomorrow, then,” she said. “Tomorrow.” Eva gave her a small wave, as if they were leaving each other at the end of an ordinary evening, not after six years of silence. She turned toward the door. “Eva.” She looked back. “I did make it,” Rory said. “I didn’t know how to tell you what came after.” Eva nodded once. “I’m glad you’re here.” Then she stepped out into the rain. The bell shivered behind her. Rory watched the green neon catch in the glass and break across the street. When she turned back, Silas had set a fresh whisky beside her. “On the house,” he said. “I’ve already had one.” “I know.” She looked down at the drink, then across the room to the old photographs, their faces fixed in the black-and-white certainty of another time. She didn’t pick it up. For a while, she let her hands rest empty on the bar.