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The green neon above the door shivered in the rain, turning the pavement the colour of deep water. Rory should have gone upstairs. Her delivery bag was still damp against her back, one strap sawing at her shoulder, and the last order of the night had left her with a cramp in her right hand from gripping the handlebars. Upstairs there was a kettle, a warm room, and the small luxury of being alone. Down here, The Raven’s Nest smelled of wet wool and old wood, and someone had put a record on that crackled between songs. She was halfway to the stairs when the door opened. A woman came in with the rain at her heels, shook it from her coat, and paused beneath the black-and-white photographs. Rory knew her before she turned. It was not her face, exactly. Faces changed in the ordinary ways: softened at the mouth, sharpened at the cheekbones, gathered into small lines where laughter or worry had returned often enough. It was the way she stood, as if the room had asked her a question and she meant to take her time answering. “Eva,” Rory said. The woman looked up. For a moment neither of them moved. Then Eva smiled, but carefully, as though she had brought the expression with her and wasn’t sure it would fit. “Rory.” She had cut her hair short. It was darker than Rory remembered, or perhaps the years had rubbed out the copper that used to flash through it in the sun. Her coat was good wool, neat at the collar, and her face had the stillness of someone who had learned not to say the first thing that came to mind. Rory could almost see the girl beneath it: scraped knees, loud opinions, a laugh that could carry across the schoolyard. The girl who had once walked into a teacher’s office and told him he was wrong before she’d even sat down. That girl had been gone a long time. “Are you—” Eva glanced at the bar, at the maps and photographs, then back at Rory. “Are you living here?” “Above it.” “Of course you are.” A thread of the old laugh appeared, then vanished. “You always did know how to land somewhere interesting.” Rory’s fingers curled around the strap of her bag. “It’s a bar.” “It has a secret room behind a bookshelf.” “That’s not public knowledge.” “I have eyes.” Eva nodded toward the far wall. “And Silas has a bad poker face.” At the mention of him, Silas looked up from behind the bar. His auburn hair was grey at the temples; his neatly trimmed beard caught the amber light. He glanced from Eva to Rory and back again, taking in what Rory hadn’t said. “Friend of yours?” he asked. “Old friend,” Rory said. The words settled between them with more weight than they should have. Silas wiped his hands on a cloth. “I’ll make you both something.” “Tea,” Rory said. Eva’s eyebrows lifted. “Still?” “Still what?” “Tea when you’re nervous.” “I’m not nervous.” Silas set a glass of water on the bar in front of her. “Two teas, then.” Eva shrugged off her coat. Under it she wore a dark blue jumper, plain and expensive-looking. Her hands were bare. Rory remembered those hands with chipped purple nail polish, always moving—plucking grass, turning a pen, stealing chips from someone else’s plate. Now they rested on the bar, folded one over the other. “You look well,” Eva said. It was a kindness, and Rory hated her for making it sound like a question. “I’m working.” “I can see that.” “Deliveries for the Golden Empress. Part-time.” “I meant—” Eva stopped. She looked down at the water. “Never mind.” Rory took the chair opposite her. The bag stayed on her shoulders. She felt ridiculous in her rain-spotted jacket, hair damp at the ends, but the thought of taking the bag off felt too much like settling in. “How did you find me?” she asked. “I didn’t. I was meeting someone nearby. I saw the sign and thought I’d get out of the rain.” Eva looked toward the door. “Then there you were.” “London’s a small place.” “Not this small.” “No,” Rory said. “It isn’t.” Silas brought the tea. His silver signet ring flashed as he set down the cups. He didn’t ask questions. He never had to. With a slight limp, he crossed toward the other end of the bar and left them their little circle of quiet. Eva warmed her hands around the mug. “I’ve tried to picture this conversation.” “Have you?” “More than once.” “And did you picture me asking why you disappeared?” Eva looked at her. There it was at last: not the girl Rory remembered, but someone who understood that a question could be a door or a blade. “Yes,” she said. “I did.” Rory’s left wrist rested against the table. Her sleeve had ridden up, showing the small crescent scar. She drew the cuff down over it. “So?” “So I don’t have a clever answer.” “I’m not looking for clever.” “I know.” Eva breathed out through her nose. “I told you to come to London. I said I’d help you find somewhere. Then you got here and I—” “You were busy.” “I was frightened.” Rory’s mouth tightened. “Of what?” “Of how bad it was. Of seeing you and finding out I couldn’t fix it. Of you needing me to be the person I’d promised I could be.” Eva’s fingers tightened around the mug. “I was twenty-three. That’s not an excuse.” “No.” “I know.” The old anger came up with surprising ease. It had been sitting somewhere all these years, not loud, not even warm anymore. Just there, like a stone in a shoe she’d learned to walk on. Rory had come to London with one suitcase and a phone that kept lighting up with Evan’s name. Eva had told her to leave, told her she could stay, told her there was a room. By the time Rory had arrived, the room had become a sofa, and then a few nights, and then the number Eva gave her had stopped answering. In the end, Rory had found work and a room above a bar. She had found Silas, who didn’t ask her to be grateful for help. She had learned to lock the door behind her and sleep through the night. “I got here,” Rory said. “I managed.” “I know.” “Do you?” “I’ve seen you around online. Not much. You don’t post often.” “That’s not the same as knowing.” “No.” Eva lowered her eyes. “It isn’t.” The record gave a soft hiss. Somewhere behind them, a man laughed too loudly, then fell quiet. Rory had the odd sensation that the whole bar was holding its breath, though no one was looking their way. “You’ve changed,” she said. Eva let out a small laugh. “That’s a cruel thing to say to someone you haven’t seen in years.” “I don’t mean the hair.” “I know.” “You used to say whatever you thought.” “I still think plenty.” “You just don’t say it.” “Maybe I’ve learned to wait.” “Since when?” “Since I said the wrong thing and watched what it cost.” Rory didn’t ask what she meant. She suspected it had nothing to do with Rory. Or not only Rory. Eva looked down at the tea. “I used to think being brave meant moving first. Leaving first. Saying it before anyone else could.” She rubbed her thumb along the mug’s handle. “I don’t know what I think now.” “You used to be the one who got us into trouble.” “I know.” “And then you’d stand there while I talked us out of it.” “I know that too.” “You were good at making a mess feel temporary.” Eva’s face changed, the careful expression giving way to something more naked. “You were good at making everything look manageable.” Rory nearly laughed. “That was the problem.” “I know.” Eva looked at her then. “I should have stayed with you.” The words were so simple Rory didn’t know what to do with them. She had imagined apologies in a dozen forms, if she imagined them at all. In most versions they were useless, or too late, or delivered by someone who had no idea what she had been asked to forgive. “You couldn’t have stayed forever,” Rory said. “No. But I could have stayed that night.” Rory looked at the tea. A thin skin had formed on top. “Yes,” she said. Eva’s eyes shone, but she didn’t cry. Rory was grateful. There were things she couldn’t bear to comfort her for. “I wanted to call,” Eva said. “Why didn’t you?” “I thought you’d tell me not to.” “I might have.” “I thought you were better off without me making everything about how bad I felt.” “That was probably true.” Eva gave a brief, pained smile. “You always did know how to make a sentence land.” “I’ve had practice.” They fell silent. A pause, once, would have been nothing between them. They used to let them stretch until they became jokes or secrets. Now the silence was crowded with all the years they had failed to speak. Rory picked up her tea and drank. It was too hot. She swallowed anyway. “Do you still live in Cardiff?” she asked. “No. I moved away years ago.” Eva touched the edge of her sleeve. “I’m in London now. Have been for a while.” “And you never thought to look me up?” “I did.” Eva’s answer came quickly, then slowed. “I just didn’t know how to do it without asking you to make me feel better.” Rory studied her. The careful coat, the short hair, the watchfulness. The girl who used to kick open every door had grown into a woman who stood outside them and waited to be invited. For the first time, Rory wondered what it had cost Eva to become so cautious. She disliked the thought because it made room for pity, and pity was a soft thing that could be mistaken for forgiveness. “You could have asked,” Rory said. “I could have.” “Instead you left it to chance.” “Yes.” “And now?” Eva looked toward the rain-silvered window. In the glass, the green neon broke across her face. “Now I’m here.” It wasn’t much. It was, perhaps, all she had. Silas passed by with an empty tray. “You two all right?” “We’re talking,” Rory said. “Good.” He continued toward the bar. Eva glanced at him. “He seems nice.” “He is.” “You trust him.” “Enough.” “That’s good.” Rory almost said, You don’t get to be relieved. The words rose and waited. She let them go. Eva pulled on her coat. “I should leave you to it.” “You came in out of the rain.” “It’s stopped.” Rory looked toward the window. Rain still threaded the glass, faint and steady. “You always did lie badly,” she said. Eva’s mouth twitched. “You always did notice.” She stood, and Rory rose too, though she didn’t know why. The delivery bag tugged at her shoulders. At the door, Eva paused beneath the photographs. “Could I see you again?” she asked. The question was modest. No promise of a room, no claim that things could go back. Just the bare fact of wanting to be permitted. Rory thought of the years behind them, not as a road but as a house with doors shut all along it. She could open one. She didn’t have to open them all. “Ask me tomorrow,” she said. Eva nodded, as if she’d been given something fragile. “Tomorrow, then.” She pushed out into the wet night. The green sign painted her coat as she passed beneath it, then let her go. Rory stayed by the door until the light on the pavement steadied. Behind her, Silas began stacking glasses. “You want the tea?” he asked. Rory looked at the two untouched cups, one cooling in the place Eva had left. “Yeah,” she said. “I’ll take it upstairs.” She lifted her bag from her shoulders. The strap had marked a red line across her collarbone. She rubbed at it with her thumb, then picked up both cups and carried them toward the stairs.