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The green neon of The Raven's Nest lay in a slick of rain across the pavement, and Rory pushed through the door with the bell's small brass complaint above her head, still carrying the smell of ginger and Sichuan pepper on her coat. Ten hours on the bike. Her wrists ached. She wanted the bar stool at the far end, a glass of whatever Silas had open, and the flat upstairs with its thin carpet and its door that locked from the inside. The Nest was nearly empty. Two men hunched over a darts board, a couple in the corner sharing a bottle of red, and at the bar itself, a woman in a charcoal coat with her hair pinned up, turning a phone face-down against the wood as if putting it to sleep. Rory sat two stools along and said, "Whatever he's having, but cheaper." Silas came out from the back with his particular gait, the left leg arriving a half-beat after the right, a cloth over his shoulder and two fingers of whisky already measured. He set the glass down, and the light caught the silver signet ring on his right hand as he always caught it, absently, the way another man might touch a wedding band. "Long one," he said. Not a question. "Yu-Fei had a wedding party of forty. Forty portions of salt-and-pepper chicken to a terrace flat with no lift." She drank. "I'm going to sleep with my feet against the ceiling." "You'll sleep standing up at this rate." The woman on the next stool had gone still. Not the stillness of someone listening idly; the stillness of someone counting. Rory felt it the way she felt a car drifting into her lane — a pressure before the shape of it registered. "Rory?" the woman said. "Rory Carter?" She knew that voice. It arrived several years late and landed without an accent of time in it, bright and Cardiff and slightly hoarse, and Rory turned and looked and had to do the arithmetic in her face before she let anything show. Nia Llewellyn. Third row, Land Law, Thursday mornings. Nia who had shared her notes and her cigarette and, once, the last of a bottle of cheap prosecco on the roof of the halls the night before finals. Nia had worn a lot of silver rings then and had a laugh that got her thrown out of libraries. This Nia wore one ring, a good one, and a watch that cost more than Rory's bike, and her hair pinned in a way that said a mirror had been involved. She was thinner in the face and steadier in the eyes. She had changed, and she had changed in the direction of something. "Nia," Rory said, and smiled, and was pleased with the smile. "God. What are you doing in London?" "Conference. Family law, two days of people explaining to each other what they already know." Nia's gaze moved over her — the courier bag still slung across her chest, the flat shoes, the hair loose and damp from the rain. "You're a long way from Cathays." "I'm a long way from a lot of things." Rory unbuckled the bag and let it drop between her feet. "You're a solicitor." "Mostly. I'm a solicitor the way you were going to be a barrister." Nia angled her stool toward her. "Brendan Carter's daughter, in a wig. I used to think about it. You'd have been terrifying." "I'd have been terrible. I couldn't keep a straight face in moot court." She took another drink. Behind the bar, Silas was re-lining bottles with the unhurried precision of a man who had once had considerably more at stake, and he did not look at them, which was its own kind of courtesy. "I looked for you," Nia said. The sentence was casual. It was not casual. Rory's thumb found the crescent scar on her left wrist, a habit she'd never managed to break. "Yeah?" "Three times. First I rang, then I came to the flat." Nia turned her glass a quarter-turn on the wood. "January. It was raining like this. I stood outside for about ten minutes because I could see a light on, and I thought — if I knock, and she doesn't want to see me, that's a thing I'll have to carry." Rory said nothing. The bar had gone very quiet, or else it hadn't and she'd stopped hearing it. "You didn't answer," Nia went on. "And then in March I heard you'd left. Just — left. Cardiff. London. Nothing." She looked up. "Nobody knew where you'd gone, Rory. Your mother told people you were travelling. My mother told me not to ask." "Your mother was right not to ask." "Was she?" The two words sat between them with the whole of it behind them — the shouting through the floorboards that the neighbours had called about twice; the way Rory had learned to answer texts in a particular tone; the night in November when she had gone to Eva's with a suitcase and hadn't said goodbye to anyone who mattered. Nia had been three streets away the entire time. Three streets, and a closed door, and ten minutes of rain. "I didn't want anyone to have to lie for me," Rory said. "That's the honest version. If nobody knew, nobody had to invent a story when someone asked." "So you decided for all of us." Nia's voice was level. She wasn't angry; that was worse. "I would have lied beautifully. You know that. I've been lying for clients since the LPC." A laugh escaped Rory before she could manage it — a real one, scraped up from somewhere low. "You were always the one who could argue anything." "I can. You were the one who could see the thing nobody else had thought of, and then you disappeared, and I've spent five years wondering what I missed." Nia held her eyes. "I'm not asking you to tell me. I'm telling you I noticed. There's a difference." There was a difference, and Rory felt the whole weight of it — not the violence, which she had carried out of that city in a bag and set down somewhere private, but the smaller, heavier thing underneath: the months she had been quiet and competent and smiling while the person beside her redrew her daily, and how nobody who loved her had seen it, and how she had punished them for that by vanishing without a word. She was cool-headed. She had always been cool-headed. It was a gift and it was a costume and it was why nobody had looked twice. "I'm sorry," she said. It came out flat and plain, without decoration, and she let it. Nia nodded slowly. She reached into her coat and put a card on the bar, square to the wood, aligned with the grain. "My number's on it. It's the Cardiff one and it's the one I answer." A pause. "You don't have to use it. I'd rather you had it and didn't." Rory picked it up. Heavy stock. Nia Fairchild-Llewellyn, Associate, Family and Child Law. She put it in her coat pocket, over her heart, and didn't make a joke. "Are you happy?" Nia asked, and then, quieter, "No. Don't answer that. You never could lie properly either. That was always Evan's department." The name landed in the room like a coin dropped in a stairwell. Rory didn't flinch — she'd had years of practice not flinching — but her hand tightened on the glass, and Nia saw it, and Nia had always seen things. "I should go," Nia said, standing, pulling the coat closed. "Early start. Somebody's going to explain attachment theory to me for six hours." "Better you than me." Nia hesitated at the edge of the stool, half-turned already toward the door, and the overhead lamp caught the fine new lines at her eyes that hadn't been there at twenty. "For what it's worth — I'm glad it was this. Not the wig. You look like someone who knows which door she's using." She went, and the bell made its small complaint, and the green sign threw her shadow long and then not at all. Rory sat with the card in her pocket and the whisky going warm. Silas came down the bar, refilled nothing, wiped a section of wood that was already clean, and said, in the tone of a man observing weather, "Old friend." "Old," Rory said. "We were twenty. I don't know if that counts as old or if it just counts as unfinished." "Mm." He set the cloth down. The silver ring turned once against the mahogany. "You know, in my line — my former line — the ones who came back weren't the ones who were cleverest. They were the ones somebody was still waiting for." He looked at her with his unhurried hazel eyes. "You've got someone waiting now. That's not a small thing to be handed." "She was three streets away," Rory said, "and I made her stand in the rain." "Yes," said Silas. "People do." He moved off toward the back, limping toward the bookshelf and the room behind it where the real conversations happened, and left her with the rain on the windows and the maps on the walls — London before the fire, Cardiff before the docks, all of it redrawn so many times you could barely tell what the original shape had been. Rory took out the card and looked at it under the lamp, at the name, at the number she was already memorising the way she memorised routes, by feel, by turning it over in her hands until it was part of her.