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The first time Aurora saw Eva again, she was carrying a sack of empty bottles down the stairs and thinking about the leak above her kitchen sink. Rain had come through the ceiling the night before. She had put a saucepan beneath the drip, and by morning it held an inch of water and one dead moth. Silas had promised to call a roofer. She meant to ask whether he had done it, though she knew he would say yes even if the roofer had refused him twice. The Raven’s Nest was quiet for a Thursday. Green light from the neon sign washed across the front windows, leaving the old maps on the walls the colour of deep water. Behind the bar, Silas was cutting a lemon into thin, exact slices. Rory crossed the room with the sack bumping against her knee. At the last table by the window sat a woman in a cream coat, her hair pinned back with a tortoiseshell clip. She had one hand around a glass of white wine. The other lay flat on the table, fingers spread, as if she were testing whether it would hold her. Rory knew the shape of those fingers before she knew the face. “Eva?” The woman looked up. For an instant her expression opened in the old way, quick and unguarded. Then she stood too fast, knocking her knee against the table. “Rory.” Her voice did it. The years had lowered it a little, but beneath that was the girl who used to call up to Rory’s bedroom window because she couldn’t be bothered to use the front door. Rory set the sack down. She had imagined seeing Eva often enough over the past four years—on the Underground, at the end of a supermarket aisle, across a street at dusk. In none of those imaginings had she been holding rubbish. “You’re here,” Rory said. Eva gave a small laugh. “Apparently.” They hugged. Eva’s coat was damp at the shoulders, and she smelled faintly of rain and an unfamiliar perfume. Rory felt how carefully Eva held her, not stiffly, but with the restraint of someone mindful of a bruise. When they stepped apart, Rory saw that Eva had cut her hair to her jaw. There were fine lines beside her eyes. She wore a gold band on her left hand. “You found the place,” Rory said. “I wasn’t looking for it.” Eva glanced around at the maps, the photographs. “I had a meeting round the corner. I saw the sign and came in out of the rain.” Silas looked up from his lemon. Rory caught his eye, and he took in the sack at her feet, Eva’s face, the space between them. “I’ll take that,” he said, coming round the bar. His left leg lagged slightly as he walked. He lifted the sack without comment. The silver signet ring on his right hand flashed against the black plastic. “Thanks,” Rory said. Silas gave Eva a courteous nod and carried the bottles away. “I didn’t know you worked here,” Eva said. “I live upstairs. I help Silas out sometimes.” Rory pulled out the chair opposite her. “Mostly I deliver for a restaurant.” Eva sat. “You’re still in London.” “Six years now.” “I know.” Eva looked down at her wine. “I wasn’t sure if you’d stayed in Soho.” Rory rested her hands on the table. The crescent scar on her left wrist showed beneath her sleeve. Eva’s gaze went to it, and Rory remembered them at eleven, climbing the broken wall behind her parents’ house. Eva had held her school jumper against the cut while Rory cried with fury at having fallen. Eva had been the one who told her to come to London. Just come, she had said over the phone, while Rory stood in the hall of the flat she shared with Evan and watched his key on the kitchen counter. There was room on Eva’s sofa. Rory could decide everything else later. For the first three weeks, Eva had made tea in the mornings and left half a dozen foolish notes on the fridge. Then Rory found a room, found work, learned which streets to take when she didn’t want to think. Eva stayed close until she didn’t. Their messages grew short, then stopped. Rory had been relieved when they stopped, and hurt by it, and ashamed of both. “You could have called,” Rory said. Eva looked at her. “Yes.” It was such a plain answer that Rory had nothing ready for it. Behind the bar, a customer asked Silas for another whisky. Glass touched wood. Outside, a bus passed with a long hiss of tyres on wet road. “How’s your mum?” Eva asked. “She’s all right. Still teaching, though she says every term is her last.” Rory smiled despite herself. “Dad’s threatening to retire. He’s been threatening it since I was sixteen.” “Brendan Carter at home all day? Your mum will have him back in chambers by Christmas.” “He’s started making bread.” “Oh, God.” “He sends pictures of it.” Eva laughed then, properly. For a moment Rory could see them at her parents’ kitchen table, whispering while her father argued with the oven. She wanted to ask whether Eva still saw her own family, whether her younger brother had finished school, whether there was anyone now who knew how she took her tea. Instead she looked at the ring. “You got married.” Eva turned the band with her thumb. “Last year.” “Congratulations.” “Thank you.” She paused. “His name’s Daniel. He’s kind.” Rory heard the care in that word. She had once known the names of every boy Eva kissed, including the ones Eva regretted by morning. Now she could only picture a stranger called Daniel being kind somewhere beyond the wet window. “Do you have a photograph?” she asked. Eva’s face brightened, almost with relief. She took out her phone and showed Rory a picture of a man in a dark jumper standing in a garden, squinting into sunlight. Eva stood beside him in the photograph. Her hair was loose, and she was laughing at something beyond the frame. “He looks nice,” Rory said. “He is. He’s a surveyor. He thinks I buy too many lamps.” “How many lamps do you have?” “More than we have rooms.” “That does sound serious.” Eva put her phone away. “We live in Bristol.” “You always said you’d leave London.” “I used to say I’d live on a boat.” “You get seasick.” “I know. You told me every time.” Silas came over with a glass of water and set it by Rory’s hand. “You’ll want this,” he said. His eyes moved briefly to Eva. “Can I get you anything else?” “No, thank you,” Eva said. Rory drank. She had spent the afternoon cycling through rain with takeaway bags strapped to her back, and suddenly she could feel the ache of it in her legs. Eva watched her set the glass down. “You look well.” “So do you.” “I look different.” “Yes,” Rory said. Eva’s mouth tightened, though Rory hadn’t meant it unkindly. The difference wasn’t her hair or the coat or the ring. It was the way she sat still. The Eva Rory had known filled silences by tapping a foot, making a face, reaching across the table to steal the last chip. This Eva waited through them. Rory wondered what it had cost her to learn. “You’re allowed to say it,” Eva said. “I know I’m not the same person who slept on your floor after parties.” “Neither am I.” “No.” Eva glanced at Rory’s scar again. “I can see that.” Rory felt an old irritation stir. Eva had known her at her worst and had kept that knowledge all these years. There were people in London who met Rory Carter, who watched her deal calmly with a lost delivery or a drunk at the bar, and took her for someone who had always been able to speak plainly. Eva knew how long she had spent saying she was fine when she meant please help me. “I don’t mean because of Evan,” Rory said. “I didn’t say you did.” “You looked at me like that.” Eva drew a breath. “I’m sorry.” Rory turned the water glass between her palms. Across the room, Silas stood listening to the customer with the whisky. He did not look over again. “I was angry with you,” Eva said. Rory’s hands stopped. “I know.” “No, I don’t think you did. I wasn’t very good at saying it.” Eva looked towards the window, at the green light on the pavement. “When you came here, I wanted you safe. I meant that. But after a while I wanted you to be grateful in a way you could show me. You were trying to get through the day, and I kept waiting for us to be how we’d been before.” “You told me you didn’t mind.” “I know I did.” Rory remembered Eva’s sofa, its thin cushions and bright orange cover. For weeks she had woken before dawn to hear Eva moving about the flat, trying not to make noise. She remembered leaving without washing a mug because she couldn’t bear one more small thing she owed. “I didn’t know how to talk to you,” Rory said. “You were the person who got me out. Every time I saw you, I thought you must be wondering why I’d stayed with him so long.” “I never wondered that.” “I know that now.” Eva held her gaze. “I wanted to hurt him. Sometimes I was angry with you because I couldn’t.” Rory looked down. There was a water ring on the table, imperfectly wiped away. She traced its edge with one finger. She had known Eva was angry, but never what she had done with it. She had never asked. “I should have called you back,” Rory said. “You did, sometimes.” “Not enough.” “No.” A man came in shaking rain from his umbrella. Cold air moved through the bar, carrying the smell of the street. He took a stool and began talking to Silas about the weather as though they had both been waiting years to discuss it. Eva lifted her glass, found it empty, and put it down. “I nearly went upstairs once,” she said. Rory looked up. “About a year after you moved in. I was in London for work. I came here and stood outside that door for a while.” She pointed towards the stairs behind the bar. “I thought I might see you come down.” “Why didn’t you ask for me?” “I was afraid you’d say you didn’t want to see me.” “I wouldn’t have.” “We couldn’t have known that.” Eva gave a rueful smile. “I went home and told myself I’d try another day.” Rory tried to picture it: Eva beneath the green sign, perhaps with rain on her hair then too, while Rory had been upstairs close enough to hear the bar door open. She could not make herself remember that day. There had been hundreds like it. She had worked, eaten over the sink, slept. Eva had come and gone without leaving a mark either of them could point to. “I missed you,” Rory said. Eva’s eyes filled at once. She blinked and looked annoyed with herself. “I missed you too.” Rory reached across the table. Eva took her hand, and for a little while neither of them spoke. Her fingers were cool. The gold ring pressed against Rory’s knuckle. “I can’t stay long,” Eva said at last. “My train’s at nine.” “Then I’ll walk you to the station.” Eva glanced towards Rory’s damp trainers. “You’ve been out all day.” “I’ve walked farther for less.” “I remember.” Rory let go of her hand and stood. Eva rose with her, gathering her coat around her. At the bar, Rory told Silas she was going out. He looked from her to Eva, then reached beneath the counter and handed Rory the umbrella she kept forgetting there. “The roofer’s coming tomorrow,” he said. “You actually called him?” “I actually called him.” His smile was slight. “Try not to fill the flat with saucepans before then.” Outside, the rain had eased to a fine mist. Eva waited beneath the neon while Rory opened the umbrella. It was barely wide enough for two. They set off close together, shoulders touching now and then as they found their pace. At the corner, Eva asked whether Rory remembered the summer they had tried to teach themselves Welsh from her mother’s old schoolbooks. Rory remembered Eva’s terrible pronunciation, and Eva remembered the list of words Rory had stuck above the bathroom mirror. Neither of them could recall more than a handful now. They tested the words on each other as they walked, laughing when they got them wrong, and when the traffic drowned them out they waited until the lights changed and tried again.