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Rory came into the Raven’s Nest with rain in the cuffs of her jeans and two paper bags cutting red lines into her fingers. The green neon above the door had turned the pavement the colour of pond water. Inside, Silas was lowering the lights over the last few tables. He glanced at the bags. “Yu-Fei feeding you again?” “Yu-Fei thinks I’m incapable of feeding myself.” “She’s met you.” Rory put the bags on the bar. One held her supper; the other held sesame buns she’d promised Silas. She was reaching for the knot in the second bag when a woman at the far end of the counter turned on her stool. For a moment Rory took in the separate parts without making a person of them: a dark wool coat, hair cropped close to the jaw, a face thinner than she remembered. Then the woman smiled, uncertainly, and Rory saw Eva. “Rory?” The name sounded unchanged. That was the trouble with it. Rory’s fingers stayed caught in the paper handles. Eva had once worn her red hair long enough to sit on, though she never had the patience to brush it properly. She’d arrived at Rory’s parents’ house in Cardiff most Saturdays with it tied up in a scarf and a plan that required either train fare or a convincing lie. Now her hair was brown, neatly cut, and she sat with both hands around a cup of coffee as if she meant to keep it from spilling. “Eva,” Rory said. Silas looked from one to the other. He set the buns behind the bar without comment and went to turn off a lamp by the front window, his left leg dragging slightly on the polished floor. Eva slid from the stool. For an instant Rory thought they might hug. They both made the small movement toward it, then stopped too far apart. “I didn’t know you worked here,” Eva said. “I don’t. I live upstairs.” “Of course you do.” Eva shook her head. “I didn’t mean that how it sounded.” Rory pulled out the stool beside her. She could have taken her food upstairs. The thought came with such relief that she sat down. Eva watched her settle, then looked at the restaurant bags. “You still work for the Golden Empress?” “Part-time.” “I thought you might.” “You thought about it?” Eva gave her a brief, rueful look. “Yes.” Rory freed her fingers from the handles. Across the room, rain shivered against the window, blurring the street beyond the green sign. The walls were crowded with maps and old photographs; years ago, Eva had spent an evening inventing the crimes of everyone pictured in them. She’d made Silas laugh so hard he’d had to put down a glass. “What are you doing here?” Rory asked. “I’m in London for a training course. My hotel’s round the corner. I went out to find something to eat, and then it started raining.” Eva glanced toward the door. “I remembered this place was somewhere near here. I wasn’t even sure it was still open.” “It is.” “So I see.” Rory looked at the coffee. Eva used to order the most expensive thing on any drinks list, then insist it tasted like furniture polish. She would finish it anyway. Silas came back behind the bar. “Something for you, Rory?” “No, thanks.” He nodded. His silver ring clicked once against the edge of the coffee machine as he cleared a cup. He didn’t ask who Eva was. He already knew; Rory had told him enough, over the years, and probably never as evenly as she’d intended. Eva followed Rory’s glance to her cup. “I stopped drinking.” “When?” “Just over three years ago.” Rory had last seen her four years ago. She studied Eva’s face again, searching for the girl who had pulled her through the crowd at Cardiff Central with a suitcase in each hand. Eva had bought the London tickets. Rory had been twenty-one, newly out of Evan’s flat and still checking the reflections in shop windows behind her. Eva had kept talking through the whole journey—about jobs, rooms, the price of groceries—as if the future were a practical problem they could solve between them. “I didn’t know,” Rory said. “No.” Eva’s thumb travelled over a chip in the cup’s glaze. Rory wondered how often she’d sat in strange places with something warm in her hands, waiting to see whether she would be asked why. Silas set a glass of water beside Rory. She hadn’t asked for that either. He picked up a cloth and moved to the other end of the counter. “How’s your mum?” Rory asked. “Good. She retired last summer. She keeps trying to grow tomatoes in a garden that gets about forty minutes of sun.” “That sounds like her.” “She asked after you, when I told her I was coming here.” Rory looked up. “You told her?” “London, I mean. Not here.” Eva’s cheeks coloured. “I didn’t know I was coming here.” Rory took a drink of water. Eva’s mother had taught them both to sew on a button before they were old enough to appreciate the lesson. When Rory’s black school skirt split at the seam, she had repaired it without asking how it happened. There were whole families Rory had left without saying goodbye. Silas moved through the room to stack chairs. A man in a damp suit drained the last of his pint and left with a nod to him. The door swung shut on a gust of wet air. Then the bar was theirs, though neither of them seemed to know what to do with it. “I work for a housing association now,” Eva said. “In Cardiff. Mostly accounts.” Rory couldn’t help smiling. “You used to say you’d rather swallow a calculator.” “I still might. Some days.” Eva smiled back, then grew serious. “I’m good at it.” The quiet pride in her voice caught Rory off guard. Eva had always wanted to be doing something else by Tuesday. At sixteen she was going to sing on cruise ships; at nineteen, restore old cinemas. She had once persuaded Rory to help paint a bicycle bright yellow in the yard behind her parents’ house, convinced they could sell it and pay for a week in France. Nobody had bought it. Eva rode it for years. “You seem well,” Rory said. “I am, mostly.” Rory heard how inadequate the words had been. Eva seemed different; that was all Rory knew. She could not measure three years from the cut of someone’s hair, or from the care with which they held a cup. “What about you?” Eva asked. “I’m all right.” “You always say that.” “It’s true sometimes.” Eva’s gaze dropped to Rory’s wrist. Her sleeve had ridden back, exposing the little crescent scar. As children, Eva had called it Rory’s second moon and tried to draw stars around it with felt-tip. Rory pulled the sleeve down, then wished she hadn’t. “I went to your old place,” Eva said. The noise of Silas shifting a chair stopped. Rory stared at her. “When?” “Before I left London.” “I know that.” She kept her voice low. “I mean—” “You never mentioned it.” Rory had heard Eva at the door that night. She remembered the knock, sharp and uneven, and Eva calling her name through the wood. She had stood in the narrow hall with her phone in her hand. Evan had rung twice that afternoon from a number she didn’t recognise. Each time, she’d let it go to voicemail. She had not listened to the messages. “I was there,” Rory said. Eva nodded once. She had known, then, or guessed. “I thought you might have brought him.” Rory swallowed. “I know you wouldn’t have. I thought he might have followed you.” “You could have asked.” “I couldn’t make myself go near the door.” Silas lifted another chair. Rory was grateful for the noise. She watched a patch of rain darken Eva’s coat where it hung over the neighbouring stool. “I sat on the stairs for a while,” Eva said. “I thought maybe you’d come out when I stopped knocking.” Rory gripped the cold glass. “I’m sorry.” “I know.” But Eva hadn’t known then. She had sat out there with whatever she had come to say, and Rory had stayed on the other side. In the morning, Rory had found a small damp mark where Eva’s coat had touched the wall. There had been no note. “I wanted to tell you I was going home,” Eva said. “Mum had offered me the spare room. I was frightened I’d change my mind if I stayed another night.” “You could have called.” “I had. Earlier.” Rory remembered that too: the phone lit on the bed while she folded a shirt. She had meant to call back after supper. By evening Evan had rung, and every call after that had frightened her. Eva pressed her palms flat on the counter. “I thought you were tired of me.” “I was tired,” Rory said. “Not of you.” Eva looked down at her hands. There was more Rory could say. That Eva had filled every silence in those first months, had slept on Rory’s floor when she couldn’t bear to be alone, had taken it personally when Rory needed an hour without anyone speaking to her. Rory had loved her for coming to London. She had also wanted, fiercely, to find out who she was when Eva wasn’t there to tell her she was safe. None of it excused the locked door. All of it belonged to that year. “You helped me leave,” Rory said. “I never forgot that.” “I know.” Eva rubbed at the chip in her cup again. “For a long time I was angry that you didn’t help me leave.” Rory let that settle. Outside, a bus passed slowly through the rain. Its headlights crossed the old maps, brightening a strip of coastline before sliding away. “I’m glad you got home,” she said. “So am I.” Silas came down the bar with Rory’s paper bag and set it between them. “Kitchen’s closed, but you’re welcome to stay while I finish up.” He looked at Eva. “Another coffee?” “Decaf, please.” He gave the smallest nod and went to make it. Rory opened the bag. The sesame buns were still warm. She took one and held the bag toward Eva. “I remember these,” Eva said. “We ate six between us the night we got here.” “Seven. You took one for the morning.” “I was right to. You ate it.” Rory laughed. So did Eva, softly. The sound was unfamiliar in its restraint, but Eva reached into the bag without asking, just as she always had. For a few minutes they ate and watched Silas put the bar to rights. Rory could feel the unanswered years beside her, no lighter for having named one night among them. Eva brushed sesame seeds from her coat into her palm. Rory pushed a napkin across. “My course finishes at four tomorrow,” Eva said. “I have a train at seven.” Rory looked at her. Eva folded the napkin around the seeds and waited. “I’ll be out on deliveries until half past,” Rory said. “All right.” “We could get something to eat after.” Eva’s face changed, not into the old bright certainty Rory remembered, but into a smile she seemed willing to trust. “I’d like that.” Rory took another bun. Upstairs, her flat would be cold. Here, Silas was making coffee, and Eva sat close enough that their elbows nearly touched. Rory left them that way.