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Rory came downstairs because the radiator in her flat had begun to knock like someone trying to get out of a cupboard. Silas kept the little brass key for the boiler behind the bar, though he maintained that adjusting it herself would void an arrangement neither of them had ever put in writing. It was nearly closing time. The Raven’s Nest smelled of wet wool and orange peel, and the green neon sign outside laid a wavering stripe across the floor each time the door opened. Two men sat beneath a map of Europe, speaking too quietly to be heard over the music. Silas stood at the sink, polishing a glass. “Boiler,” Rory said. “Good evening to you.” “Good evening. The boiler’s threatening to take the wall down.” He set the glass aside and felt beneath the counter for the key. Rory was watching his hand when a voice behind her said, “Aurora?” Nobody in London called her that. She turned. Eva stood just inside the door with one hand still on its handle. Rain had darkened the shoulders of her coat. Her hair, once a long, untidy brown plait, had been cut close to her jaw and dyed the pale gold of straw. The new colour made her face look sharper. She had been round-faced at sixteen, always laughing before she reached the end of a sentence; now she wore an expression Rory couldn’t read. For a moment Rory could only see the girl on the station platform in Cardiff, waving both arms above her head as Rory’s train pulled out. Then Eva let go of the door, and it shut behind her. “Rory,” Eva said. “Sorry. I wasn’t sure.” Rory put her hands in her pockets. “You found me.” “I was looking for the street, not the bar.” “That’s a first.” Eva gave a small laugh. Her gaze travelled over Rory’s face, her black hair, the faded sweatshirt she wore for sleeping. “I nearly walked past. The sign looked familiar, and then I saw you through the window.” Silas put the boiler key on the counter between his fingers. “Friend of yours?” “Eva,” Rory said. “From Cardiff.” “From before Cardiff,” Eva corrected gently. “We were six.” Silas’s gaze moved between them. “What can I get you, Eva?” “Nothing, thanks. I should—” She looked at Rory. “Could I stay a minute?” One of the men under the map rose to fetch his coat. Silas glanced at the clock. “I can make you tea.” Eva accepted. Rory took the key but didn’t go upstairs. She slipped it into her pocket and sat at the nearest table. One leg was shorter than the others; she knew to fold a beer mat beneath it before setting her elbows down. Eva sat across from her and laid her gloves beside the salt shaker. “How long have you been in London?” Rory asked. “Since September.” “It’s March.” “I know.” Rory pressed the beer mat flat with her thumb. When Eva had persuaded her to leave Cardiff, she’d called every day for the first month. They had found a room together in a house with mould on the bathroom ceiling and an owner who came in without knocking. Eva had known which streets felt safe after dark and which buses ran after midnight. She’d taken Rory to a free museum on the first Sunday, because Rory had spent three days in the room with the curtains drawn. After Eva went back to Cardiff to finish university, the calls grew farther apart. Rory had let the silences stretch. She’d meant to answer the last message, then the next one, then neither. “Where were you before September?” Rory asked. “Bristol, mostly. A year in Leeds.” Eva rubbed at a spot of rain on the table. “I’ve moved a bit.” “You used to say you’d never leave London.” “I said a lot of things.” Silas brought tea in a heavy white mug and a glass of water for Rory. He moved carefully around the table, favouring his left leg. As he set the water down, his silver signet ring clicked against the glass. “We’re closing in fifteen,” he said, “but don’t let me hurry you.” “I can go,” Eva said. “He means we can stay,” Rory told her. Silas went back behind the bar. He began stacking the clean glasses where they belonged, slowly enough that Rory knew he was giving them time. Eva wrapped both hands around the mug. “You live close?” “Upstairs.” “Oh.” Her eyes went to the ceiling. “That’s good.” “Why?” “You’re not in that place near King’s Cross anymore.” “I moved out four years ago.” Eva looked down into her tea. Rory hadn’t expected her to remember the old address. She herself had to think to recall the name of the street, but Eva had come over once with three carrier bags of groceries and sat on the bed while Rory pretended she’d been too busy to shop. “Are you all right?” Eva asked. Rory watched Silas remove the till drawer. The two men beneath the map left, bringing a gust of cold air into the room. “I am.” “I mean, really.” “I know what you mean.” Eva nodded. Her hands remained around the mug. “I work at a restaurant,” Rory said. “Deliveries. It pays enough.” She heard herself making the report tidy. “Silas lets me have the flat. I like it here.” “I’m glad.” “What do you do?” “I work at a council housing office. Temporary accommodation.” “You always wanted to teach.” “I did.” Eva tasted the tea and put the mug down. “This came up, and I needed the work. I’m good at it most days.” Rory remembered Eva at fifteen, organising younger children into a game in the park when rain had emptied the swings. She’d handed out roles to children who had never met and made each one feel indispensable. Rory could picture her behind a desk, listening to people who’d already had to tell their stories too many times. “You’d be good,” she said. “I’m not sure they’d all agree.” Eva pulled off her coat. Beneath it she wore a plain black jumper. There was a thin white mark along the back of her hand, just below the knuckles. Rory caught herself staring, and Eva tucked that hand beneath the other. “Are you married?” Rory asked, because she couldn’t think of a better way to ask what had happened in the years between them. “No.” Eva glanced up. “Are you?” “No.” “I wasn’t asking.” “I know.” That drew a proper laugh from Eva, brief and surprised. Rory smiled despite herself. At school, Eva had been the person who could get her laughing in the library when she was angry enough to cry. She had once made Rory lose an entire afternoon’s work by writing a terrible poem in the margin of her revision notes. Rory could still recite two lines of it. “Do you remember the mock trial?” Eva asked. “Which one?” “The one your dad came to. You’d prepared that whole speech about the stolen bicycle, and I was the witness.” “You changed your story halfway through.” “I panicked.” “You said you’d seen the thief leave on foot, then claimed you’d chased him on another bicycle.” “Your father was staring at me.” “He was staring at everyone.” “You still won.” “Only because nobody listened to you.” Eva laughed again, then rubbed the handle of the mug. “Your dad was so proud afterward. He kept saying you had a barrister’s instincts.” Rory looked at the water Silas had brought her. She had gone to Cardiff University and enrolled in Pre-Law largely because her father had laid the application on the kitchen table and waited while she filled it out. For a while she had liked some of the work. That made it harder to explain why she couldn’t bear to go back. “Does he still want you to return?” Eva asked. “He asks about it. Mum asks whether I’ve eaten.” Rory took a drink. “They’re both doing well.” “That’s good.” Rory set the glass down. “You could have asked me yourself.” Eva held her gaze. “I tried.” Rory felt the old impulse to contest the word. Eva had called her; there had been messages at Christmas and on birthdays. Rory knew how many because she’d never deleted them. She had answered often enough to be polite, never enough to begin a conversation. “I know,” she said. Silas turned the music down. At the far end of the bar he put a row of bottles away, then carried a crate through the door behind the counter. Rory heard his uneven step recede down the passage. Eva stirred her tea though she hadn’t added sugar. “I saw Evan last summer.” Rory’s thumb stopped against the edge of the beer mat. “It was in Cardiff,” Eva said. “Outside the station. We didn’t speak. I thought about telling you, but I couldn’t work out what good it would do.” “Is he still there?” “I don’t know. He was getting on a train.” Rory nodded. The room was quiet enough now for her to hear rain ticking against the front window. Eva had told her once that Evan frightened her. At the time Rory had been furious; she had wanted Eva to dislike him for the things he’d said to her, not to be afraid of what he might do next. Two weeks later she had called Eva from a locked bathroom and asked if she could come to London. Eva had said yes before Rory finished speaking. “You did enough,” Rory said. “I could have come to Cardiff sooner.” “You were in London.” “I could have.” Rory looked up. Eva was watching the tea swirl around the spoon. Her face had changed more than her hair had. She looked tired, though not in a way a night’s sleep would fix. Rory had known her through exam results and missed trains and a funeral, but she knew almost nothing about the woman sitting opposite her. “You gave me somewhere to go,” Rory said. “I’m sorry I disappeared after.” “You didn’t disappear. I knew where you were.” “I kept you out.” Eva laid the spoon on the saucer. “Yes.” It was a relief to hear her say it. Rory had spent years arranging the story so neither of them had done anything wrong: Eva had been busy; Rory had needed space; friendship had simply given way to distance. Eva had flown down from Cardiff at nineteen to sleep on a sofa in a damp flat because Rory had asked her to. Later, Rory had been unable to tell her about an ordinary Tuesday. “I thought you’d ask me if I was happy,” Rory said. “I didn’t know how to answer.” “I might have asked.” “I know.” Eva drew the mug closer but didn’t drink. “You seemed so sure when you came here. Even when you were frightened, you knew you weren’t going back. I was still making plans I didn’t want to keep.” “You looked sure to me.” “I wasn’t.” Eva glanced toward the window. “I got pregnant in Bristol. Three years ago.” Rory kept still. “I lost it at fourteen weeks,” Eva said. “I hadn’t told many people yet. Afterward I kept thinking of who I might have rung. I thought of you.” She folded her hands, the marked one underneath. “Then I thought, you’d have rung me if you wanted me in your life.” Rory remembered the message from that year: Been a while. How are you, really? She had read it at work with a delivery bag over her shoulder and told herself she would reply when she got home. That night she’d washed a sauce stain out of her sleeve and fallen asleep with the phone beside her. “I’m sorry,” she said. She wanted to say more, but she couldn’t put a sentence around that loss without making it smaller. Eva nodded. “His name would have been Daniel.” Rory looked at her. Eva had never liked to name anything before it arrived. When they were children she’d refused to choose a name for a stray cat until it had stayed in their garden for a whole week. “That’s a lovely name,” Rory said. “It was my grandfather’s.” Silas returned with the empty crate. He took one look at them and crossed to the front door, where he turned the sign to CLOSED. He left the lights above their table on. Eva noticed. “He’s kind.” “He can be.” “Does he know?” “About Evan? Some of it.” Rory touched the glass with two fingers. “Enough.” Eva gave her a small nod. She had been the first person Rory told, and for a long time the only one. Rory had once resented how clearly Eva remembered that frightened version of her. Now she found she could sit beneath Eva’s gaze and let her see what came after. “What brought you to Soho tonight?” Rory asked. “A colleague had a leaving do round the corner. I stayed too late because I didn’t want to go back to my flat.” Eva looked faintly embarrassed. “I got turned around on my way to the station.” “You’ve always been terrible with directions.” “I got us to London.” “You got us on the wrong train at Newport.” “And then I got us to London.” Rory smiled. Outside, someone passed beneath the green sign with a newspaper over their head. The rain had eased to a fine mist, but water still ran along the curb. Eva finished her tea. “I should go. I’m up early.” Rory stood with her. For a second they faced each other across the unsteady table. When they embraced, Eva held her tightly, then loosened her arms as though giving Rory room to step away. Rory stayed until Eva let go. At the door, Eva pulled on her gloves. “I could text you,” she said. “No pressure to answer tonight.” “Text me when you get home.” Eva studied her face, checking, perhaps, whether she meant it. “All right.” Rory opened the door for her. Cold air reached through the bar and touched the bare skin at her wrist. Eva stepped out beneath the neon, turned toward the station, and looked back once. Rory lifted a hand. After she’d gone, Rory remained by the door until the green light on the wet pavement held only strangers. Then her phone buzzed in her pocket. It was a message from Eva, sent while she was still close enough to see. I’m glad it was you in the window. Rory read it twice. Behind her, Silas was carrying the last glasses to the sink. The boiler key pressed into her palm when she reached into her pocket. She left it there and typed, So am I. Then she went to help him close.