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Rory came into the Raven’s Nest with rain in her hair and a paper bag of noodles hooked over two fingers. Silas had forgotten to eat again. She set the bag at his end of the bar, where he stood polishing a glass he had already polished, and pulled off her wet jacket. “Yu-Fei says if you send back the containers unwashed one more time, she’ll stop feeding you.” “She said that last week.” “She meant it this week.” Silas’s silver signet ring tapped the rim as he put the glass down. Beyond him, the old maps on the wall shone faintly under the lamps. Rory had been looking at those maps for nearly four years, long enough to stop seeing the cities marked on them and see instead the places where the paper had buckled. Then someone at the far end of the bar said, “Rory?” For a second she couldn’t place the voice. The woman sitting beneath a black-and-white photograph had short dark hair and a face made sharper by its absence. Her coat lay folded on the stool beside her. A glass of water stood in front of her, with a lime wedge balanced on its rim. The woman smiled uncertainly. Rory knew her then. “Eva.” She had imagined this meeting often enough to have ruined every possible version of it. In some, Eva threw her arms around her. In others, Rory had the sense to keep walking. None had Silas opening a bag of noodles between them or rain dripping from the end of Rory’s sleeve onto the floor. Eva got off her stool. She was still a little taller than Rory, though she no longer seemed to take up all the space around her. They hugged awkwardly, shoulders touching first. Eva’s coat smelled of rain and laundry soap. “You’re here,” Eva said. “I live upstairs.” Eva glanced toward the ceiling as if the flat might be visible through it. “Of course you do.” “You didn’t know?” “No.” Rory looked at the glass of water. Eva saw her look and pushed the lime into it with one finger. “Two years,” she said. “Next month.” Rory hadn’t asked. She wanted to say she’d known Eva had been drinking too much, but the thought came with a row of bright, accusing memories: Eva dancing with a bottle in her hand at a Cardiff house party; Eva arriving in London with wine to celebrate Rory’s first room; Eva laughing as she dropped her keys three times outside a taxi. Rory had laughed too. “That’s good,” she said. “Two years is good.” “It is.” Eva sat down again. “Silas says you get off work at ten.” Rory turned. Silas lifted the takeaway bag. “I said you generally do.” “So you were looking for me?” “I came in out of the rain. He asked if I knew you when I said your name.” Rory took the stool beside her. Silas carried his dinner toward the back of the bar, his left leg trailing by that slight, familiar measure. He did not look over his shoulder. He rarely did when it mattered. Through the window, the green neon sign laid a wavering stripe across the wet pavement. Someone passed under it holding a newspaper over their head. “I almost didn’t recognize you,” Rory said. “I know. It was getting caught in everything.” Eva ran a hand over her cropped hair. “I cut it myself the first time. Looked like I’d done it during a fire.” “You were always telling me you’d shave it.” “I was always telling you a lot of things.” There had been an Eva who could talk their way into the back row of a sold-out cinema, who knew which Cardiff bus drivers would wait if they saw her running. At seventeen she had once persuaded a man to unlock the gates of a closed park because Rory wanted to see the ducks in the dark. The ducks had been asleep. Eva had considered waking them, then let them be. “I thought you’d moved away,” Rory said. “I did. Bristol for a while. I’ve been back since January.” “It’s March.” Eva turned the glass between her palms. “I know.” Rory touched the pale crescent on her left wrist. The skin was smooth there now, but the shape remained. “I should have called you,” she said. “You could have.” “I didn’t know where you were.” “You had my number.” Eva’s tone was quiet. That made it harder to defend herself against. Rory remembered the last voicemail. It had come at half past two in the morning, while she lay awake in the flat upstairs listening to the bar empty below. Eva had asked her to call the next day. Her voice was slow and carefully cheerful. Rory had put the phone facedown and decided she would answer when she had something useful to say. In the morning she had gone to work. A week later the number had been disconnected. “I heard your message,” Rory said. Eva looked down at the water. “I thought you might have.” “I kept meaning to call.” “I know.” “No, you don’t.” Rory stopped. She heard the old edge in her voice and hated it. “Sorry.” Silas came out from the back carrying two clean cups. He filled the kettle under the counter without speaking. Rory watched his hands because she couldn’t bear to watch Eva’s. “When I first came here,” she said, “I was frightened all the time. After Evan, I mean. I’d get home and check the windows, then check them again. You’d call, and I knew you’d hear it in my voice.” Eva’s expression shifted, but she waited. “You were the one who got me out. I thought I’d have to explain why I was still like that when I was safe.” “You didn’t have to explain it to me.” “I know that now.” Silas set a cup of tea in front of Rory. Eva shook her head when he offered her one. He took the kettle away, leaving them beneath the photograph and the quiet hum of the refrigerators. Rory put her hands around the cup. “That night you came to Cardiff. I remember standing outside the station with my bag, thinking you’d see me and realize I’d made the whole thing worse than it was.” “I saw you.” “I know. You took the bag.” “It was heavy.” “It had books in it.” “It had a kettle in it.” Rory laughed despite herself. The kettle had been broken, and she had brought it anyway. She could still picture Eva dragging the suitcase through the station, its bad wheel clattering over the tiles. Eva had not asked Rory to account for anything she had packed. “I was glad you came,” Rory said. “I was glad I did.” For a while they listened to the rain against the window. The tea was too hot to drink. Rory had an absurd urge to ask Eva whether she still hated mushrooms, whether her father had finally sold the little red car, whether she remembered the ducks. Years of ordinary questions crowded behind the one they had not finished. Eva drew her glass closer. “When I left that message, I wasn’t calling to check on you.” Rory nodded. “I know that now too.” “I don’t think you could have done much. I just wanted to hear you.” “I could have called.” “Yes,” Eva said. “You could have.” Rory lifted the cup and burned her lip. She put it down. Across the bar, Silas had found a corner for his noodles. He ate standing up, studying a map of a city he already knew by heart. “I didn’t know how bad it had got,” Rory said. “I didn’t either, for a long time.” Eva pulled the lime from her glass and set it on a napkin. “I kept thinking I’d stop once things settled down. I said it so often it sounded like a plan.” “What happened?” “A few things.” Eva rubbed a wet thumb against the napkin. “My sister drove down from Swansea. I went with her. I hated her for about six months.” “And now?” “Now I go there for Sunday lunch.” Rory tried to picture Eva sitting politely at her sister’s table. It took an effort. Perhaps that was unfair. Eva had always sat down to meals; Rory had simply remembered the parts of her that moved. “I’m glad she came,” Rory said. “Me too.” Eva looked at her. “I was angry with you.” “You had reason.” “I was angry with everyone. But yes, I was angry with you.” She folded the damp napkin once. “I’m not asking you to make it up to me.” Rory thought of how neatly she might have accepted that once, thanked Eva for letting her go. Instead she saw the missed call glowing on her phone beside the bed. She had wanted a day in which she was no longer afraid. Eva had needed her on that particular night. Both things had been true. “What do you want?” Rory asked. “I don’t know yet.” Outside, the rain began to ease. A man paused beneath the green sign to close his umbrella, shook the water from it, and went on. Rory finally drank her tea. It was strong, just as Silas always made it for her. “You can have Sunday lunch with me sometime,” she said. “Though I usually work Sundays.” Eva smiled. “That sounds difficult.” “I’m off Tuesday.” “I work Tuesdays.” “Dinner, then.” Eva glanced at the empty water glass. “Dinner would be nice.” They took out their phones. Rory entered Eva’s number, checked it once, and sent a message while Eva watched. Eva’s phone lit up on the bar between them. She turned it over to read it, then put it back down without replying. “I’ve got it,” she said. Rory slipped her phone into her pocket. They stayed where they were a little longer, while the street outside filled with people who had waited for the rain to pass.