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The rain had followed Rory all the way up Frith Street, patient as a debt collector, and by the time she shouldered through the door of the Raven's Nest it had worked its way past her collar and down the back of her shirt. The delivery bag hung empty against her hip. The last order of the night — pad thai, a flat in Gerrard Street, no answer at the door — sat cooling somewhere she'd never see again, and she had decided, somewhere around the third ring of the doorbell, that this was no longer her problem. Silas looked up from behind the bar, a glass halfway through being polished, and gave her the nod he gave her every night, the one that managed to say you're late, you're soaked, and sit down anyway, all at once. "Carter." "Boss." He poured her something amber without asking. That was the arrangement. She lived above the bar; the bar lived somewhere in the grey area between a business and an intelligence operation; and neither of them discussed the second part, mostly because neither of them needed to. She hooked the delivery bag under her stool and shrugged out of her jacket, and for a moment she just let the warmth of the place sit on her — the low amber light, the old maps on the walls showing borders that had died before her parents were born, the black-and-white photographs of people caught looking slightly off-camera, as if the important thing was always happening just out of frame. The door opened again behind her, letting in a blade of cold and a gust of rain-smell, and a woman came in wearing a grey coat with the hood up. Rory wouldn't have looked twice. That was the thing she'd think about later — she wouldn't have looked twice, except the woman ordered a tonic water, just tonic, and Silas's eyebrow moved a millimetre, and the woman laughed. Not much of a laugh. A breath of one. But Rory had grown up on that laugh, in a back garden in Pontcanna, on a wall they'd both been told a hundred times not to walk along. "Eva?" The woman turned. Under the hood, her hair was cropped short at the jaw, darker than Rory remembered, or maybe just wet. Her face had been rearranged — not badly, not cruelly, but the way a house is rearranged by someone new living in it. Sharper at the cheekbones. A fine line at the corner of one eye that hadn't been there four years ago. And her hands — Rory recognized her by the hands before anything else, long fingers, the bitten nail on the index finger she'd never managed to outgrow — her hands wrapped around the tonic glass like it was something that might be taken from her. "Rory Carter," Eva said, in the voice people use for things they've said to themselves many times before saying out loud. "There you are." Here was the strange part, the part Rory would turn over at three in the morning: nobody at the Nest called her Rory. Upstairs, at Golden Empress, on the streets between the two, she was Carter or Laila or nothing at all, a name on a receipt. Rory was a person she had stopped being sometime around the year she'd spent learning how to walk into rooms without flinching. And Eva said it like she'd never stopped. "You cut your hair," Rory said, because she was a coward, and Eva said, "You cut yours first," and they both looked at the wet bar towel Silas was sliding across the wood between them like a peace offering, and laughed — properly this time, and it was almost the old laugh, almost. Silas came round the end of the bar without being asked. He did that — moved before there was a question, the way other men checked their watches. The limp was worse tonight; she could hear it, the small hitch in his stride on the left side, the knee that Prague had taken as its fee. He collected nothing, nodded once toward the corner of the room. "Corner table's free. Radiator's better there." It wasn't a suggestion. They took the corner table. It was near the bookshelf — the one packed with water-stained spines that had never once interested a customer, the one that opened, on the nights that mattered, onto a room Rory had been in exactly twice and had agreed, both times, to describe as a stockroom. Eva glanced at it the way everyone glanced at it, and then glanced at it again, a half-second longer, and Rory filed that away with the tonic water and the hands around the glass. Silas brought the drinks himself. A whisky for Rory, tonic for Eva, and a bowl of the nuts he claimed never to have bought. "On the house," he said, looking at Eva with those hazel eyes that took inventory of a person the way a customs officer takes inventory of a suitcase, and then he left them alone, which was its own kind of courtesy. They did Cardiff first, because you always do Cardiff first. The Taff in flood. Mrs. Price's horrible dog. The chippy on Cowbridge Road that had become, in their absence, in their telling, the best chippy in the western world. It was easy, it was warm, it was a staircase they both knew how to climb in the dark. And all the while Rory was cataloguing the changes, the way you'd check a room you used to live in for your own belongings. The ring caught her eye the third time — or rather, the absence of it did. A pale groove of skin on the third finger of Eva's left hand, a stripe of flesh that had been protected from four years of light while everything around it weathered. Eva saw her see it. She covered it with her right hand, an old reflex, automatic. Then, deliberately, she moved the hand away and laid both hands flat on the table, the pale stripe facing up, like showing a wound to a doctor. "Daniel," she said. "Four years. Divorce papers went in March." "I'm sorry." "You're not," Eva said, and there was no accusation in it, only a tired precision. "Neither am I. That's rather the point." A man at the bar laughed then, too loud, the bark of it carrying across the room, and Eva's shoulders came up before the sound had finished — a small, fast thing, gone in a second, smoothed over before it could be witnessed. But Rory had witnessed it. She knew that movement. She had worn that movement for a year of her life, had trained it out of herself in this very room, hunched over this very table, while Silas pretended not to be teaching her how to sit in a pub again. She looked at the tonic water. At the hands. At the way Eva's chair was angled, not toward the bar, not toward her, but toward the door. "You're watching the door," Rory said quietly. Eva was still for a moment. Outside, the rain kept up its work on the glass, and above the street the green neon sign hummed, filling the window with a soft drowned light that lay across the table like a stain. "Eighteen months," Eva said. "No drink. That's the other thing you're not asking about." She turned the tonic glass a quarter-turn, a quarter-turn back. "Turns out I married a man who was very like the one you ran from, Rory. Quieter about it. Better at dinner parties. I stayed four years because I kept telling myself quiet was the same as safe." She looked up, and her eyes were dry in the way that dry eyes get, the way that costs more than tears. "And I couldn't ring you. Because you were the one I'd rescued. I couldn't stand in front of you with nothing." The regret arrived then, all of it at once, the full weight of four years of it, and it didn't come from Eva. It came from Rory's own pocket, where it had been sitting the whole time. The unanswered texts, dying out like a radio losing signal. The voicemail two birthdays ago she'd listened to twice and deleted. She'd told herself Eva had moved on, had a husband, had a life that didn't have room in it for a friend who was still flinching at slammed doors. She'd told herself a great many things, and every one of them had been a door she was closing. "I stopped answering," Rory said. "You know that. You were there for — all of it. You'd seen the bruises. You drove me to the police station. And after a while, being near you meant being her. The one it happened to." She turned her glass on the table, matching Eva's quarter-turns without meaning to. "I couldn't be near you and be anyone else. So I became no one, and I let you go, and I called it healing." Eva reached across the table. She took Rory's left wrist and turned it over, and her thumb found the small crescent scar, the one Rory had stopped explaining to people years ago because the explanation always sounded so small. Eva's thumb fit in it like a key in a lock it had cut. "Garden wall," Eva said. "My idea. Rain-slick. You went down and a bit of broken slate got you, and I walked you home with my cardigan round your wrist, and you didn't cry until we reached your gate. Then you howled like the dead." "It was the fall," Rory said. "It just took a while to get there." Something moved across Eva's face — not a smile, but the place a smile sets out from. She looked down at the scar, at her own thumb in it, and when she spoke her voice had dropped to almost nothing. "I don't suppose the sofa upstairs is free." "The sofa upstairs is mostly clean and belongs to a landlord who pretends he's just a barman." Eva looked toward the bar, where Silas was wiping down the wood with the unhurried thoroughness of a man who had dismantled other people's networks for a living and now dismantled only grease. Then, without appearing to look at all, he vanished behind the bookshelf, and the shelf closed behind him with the soft click of a thing done ten thousand times. "Rory," Eva said. "I don't want to be the one who needs—" "You carried me home once," Rory said. "Cardigan and everything. It's my turn to walk." Eva looked at the holdall at her feet — the whole of her life, it seemed, packed into one bag — and then she did the thing Rory hadn't seen her do since the door opened. She took off her coat. Folded it. Set it down. A small yes, the size of a coat, and it filled the table. Outside, the green neon burned on over the wet street, doubled in every puddle, and neither of them moved to go.