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The green neon above the door of the Raven's Nest stuttered as Aurora pushed through, the way it always did in the damp, and for a moment its light lay across the floor like something spilled. She shook the rain from her hair and looked for a place at the bar where she could be left alone. Silas glanced up from the taps, lifted two fingers in greeting, and went back to pulling a pint. He did not ask. He never did. She had her back to the room when she heard her name, though not the name anyone in London used. "Rory Carter. God help me, it is you." She turned slowly. The man on the stool beside the window had a glass of whisky sitting untouched in front of him, and it took her a second to fit the face to the boy she remembered. Owen Pryce had been all elbows and cheap cologne at sixteen, a boy who laughed too loudly on the back wall of the comprehensive in Grangetown and who once walked her home in a thunderstorm, soaked to the skin, pretending he wasn't frightened of the dark. The man in front of her had the same eyes, pale and quick, but the rest had been pressed into something harder. The suit was good. The hands were thinner. There was a grey thread at his temple that had no business being there at thirty. "Owen," she said. "Hello." "Hello." He smiled, and the smile was the first thing that felt true. "I heard you'd gone to London. Your mam said. I never thought I'd see you in a place like this, though. You always said bars were where people went to lie to themselves." "I still think that. I just pay rent in them now." She slid onto the stool next to him without being invited, because she was tired and because there was an old familiarity she couldn't quite refuse. "What are you doing in Soho?" "Work. Sort of." He turned the glass a quarter turn on its mat. "I'm a solicitor in Canary Wharf. Commercial litigation. I bill more in a day than my dad earned in a month, and I hate it, and I'm very good at it." "That sounds like a sentence someone practised." "It was." He laughed, but it came out short. "You're supposed to be the one who finished the degree. Pre-law, wasn't it? You were going to be the barrister in the family. Brendan's clever girl." The old wound was there, small and familiar, a splinter she'd long stopped noticing until someone pressed on it. "I left the course. Dad didn't speak to me for a year. Mam pretended he wasn't being unreasonable." "I'm sorry." "Don't be. I don't think I'd have liked who I'd have become if I'd stayed." She heard how that sounded and tried to soften it. "I deliver food now. Mostly for a Chinese place on Frith Street. The owner calls me the only honest person in Soho because I always return the change." He studied her with an attention that made her want to look away. She didn't. Instead she noticed what she had not let herself notice in the first minute: the way his right hand kept drifting toward his jacket pocket, as if reaching for something that was no longer there, and the faint tremor when he set the glass down. "Owen," she said quietly. "What happened?" For a while he didn't answer. Behind them someone laughed at a table of students, and Silas set a fresh bottle on the shelf with a soft clink. Rain ticked on the window. "Nothing that makes a good story," he said finally. "I drank for two years after my divorce. Then I drank for a bit longer because I was too proud to admit I'd started again. Then my sister found me on the floor of my flat and had me admitted. I've got eleven months. Eleven months and nine days, if you're counting, and I am." She reached out before she decided to, and her hand settled over his on the bar. His skin was cold. He did not pull away. "I'm glad you're counting," she said. "You were the one who always told me to stop bloody apologising." He looked at their hands, then at her face, and something in his expression cracked open. "I should have written. After the trial. After you left Cardiff so suddenly. I thought about it every week. I kept thinking I'd have something better to say when I had myself sorted, and then years went by and I didn't know how to start." The sentence was simple, but she heard the whole of it underneath: the letter he never sent, the phone number he didn't dial, the friendship they had allowed to thin until it was only a memory of a storm and a borrowed umbrella. She had let it happen too. She had been running from so much that she had not noticed what she was leaving behind. "You could start now," she said. "Could I?" She thought of Eva, of the flat above the bar, of the way she had learned to be a different person in a city that didn't know the old one. She thought of the crescent-shaped scar on her wrist, which she sometimes touched without meaning to, the way Owen was touching the edge of his glass. "We both could," she said. "We're not who we were. Maybe that's allowed to be the thing we start with." He nodded slowly, and when he smiled again it was smaller and more careful and entirely his own. Across the room Silas lifted an eyebrow in silent question. She shook her head and turned back to her old friend, the neon light flickering over them both, and for the first time in a long while she did not feel the need to leave before the night was finished.