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Rory came in out of the rain with the Golden Empress still on her — sesame oil and five-spice worked into the weave of her jacket, the ghost of other people's dinners following her through the door. Above her, the green neon buzzed against the wet Soho dark, turning the puddles on the pavement briefly, falsely luminous. Tuesday at the Raven's Nest: two men arguing football at the far end of the bar, a woman with a paperback sitting beneath the map of the Balkans, and Silas drying glasses with the patience of a man who had once made a career out of waiting. "Your usual, Laila?" he said, not looking up. She was about to say yes when she saw the woman two stools down. A cream coat, too clean for the Nest. Hair she knew before the face — she'd know the parting of it anywhere, the way it fell against a collar. Three years collapsed into the space between one breath and the next. "Rory?" Eva. Older, of course. They both were. But it was Eva, sitting in Silas Blackwood's bar with a glass of white wine and the particular stillness of someone who had stepped away from noise to breathe. "Eva." Rory's own voice sounded borrowed. "What are you—" "Hen do." Eva twisted on her stool and gestured toward the back of the room, where, beneath a black-and-white photograph of some bombed-out street Silas had never explained, six women in pink sashes were shrieking over a phone. A seventh sash lay draped over the stool beside Eva like shed skin. BRIDE-TO-BE, it said, in glitter. "Mine, apparently. The whole production. I've been trying to give the sash away since Paddington and nobody will take it." "You're getting married." "You sound surprised." "I'm—" Rory sat, because her legs had made the decision for her. "No. I'm not. Good for you. God, Eva. Congratulations." Silas set a glass in front of her without being asked, his signet ring knocking once against the wood, and withdrew with the tact of a man who had read the entire room in four seconds. Rory watched him limp back down the bar and envied him the exit. "You cut your hair," Eva said. "Years ago." "You got engaged." "Fair." Eva turned the ring on her finger, not quite smiling. "Rhys. He's good. He's— good." The repetition hung there between them, doing its own quiet work. "He's a structural engineer. You'd like him. Everyone likes him. That's the blessing and the problem, if I'm honest." "And you're still in Cardiff." "Teaching. Comprehensive in Llanrumney. Year Nines." Eva said it the way you'd report a mild prognosis. Then, carefully: "I saw your mam in March. She still teaches Year Six. She tells people you're in London doing—" She stopped. "Doing what?" "That's the thing, Rory. She doesn't finish the sentence either." Rory turned her glass a quarter circle on the bar. Behind them the hen party erupted at something on the phone, and neither woman flinched, though for different reasons. "Laila," Eva said then. Not a question. Rory had known it was coming. Silas had said it plain as anything, and Eva had never in her life missed a thing that mattered. "It's what they call me here." "Do they not know your name?" "It's simpler." "Simpler." Eva tasted the word and set it down. "You used to talk with your hands. Do you remember? You couldn't tell a story without conducting it. I keep waiting for you to wave something about and you're just— still. You've gone very still, Rory." It was the first true thing said between them, and it landed the way true things did, without ceremony. Rory looked at the old maps on the walls, all those fixed borders nobody believed in anymore. "Still is easier," she said. "Still doesn't give anything away." "Give anything away to who?" To men like Evan, she didn't say. To rooms, to exits, to anyone watching. She shrugged, and hated herself for the shrug, the cool-headedness that everyone praised and nobody understood the price of. Eva didn't press. She'd always known when not to. That was the worst of it, Rory thought — how intact she was, how the years had left the essential machinery untouched. It would have been easier if Cardiff had ruined her. "He still tells people you went for a training contract," Eva said quietly, and there was no need to ask which he. "Says it like it was his idea. Like he sent you." "Let him." "I saw him in the spring. He asked if I ever heard from you." Eva turned her wine glass by the stem. "I said no." A pause. "It was even true." The bar's dimness did what it was designed to do — it gave them somewhere to look that wasn't each other. Rory became aware of the bookshelf at the back, the one that swung open onto the room where conversations went to be honest, and she wished, briefly and stupidly, that they were on the other side of it. "You rang once," Eva said. "From a payphone. You'd been gone three weeks. I kept the number written on my hand for a month. It never worked twice." "I remember." "Do you?" No heat in it. Worse than heat. "I told you to go, Rory. I practically packed the bag. I drove you to the station at five in the morning and I stood on the platform feeling like a hero. And then you went quiet, and I spent three years being angry at you for doing exactly what I begged you to do." She shook her head. "I know how it sounds. You were the only one not there to be angry at. So you got all of it." "Eva—" "I thought once you were safe, I'd get you back. That was the deal I made with myself and never told you about." She finally looked up. "I got neither, in the end." Rory's throat worked. The cool head, the quick thinking — all of it useless here, a delivery driver's toolkit brought to a different emergency entirely. "Every time I picked up the phone I could hear the street in your voice," she said. "The whole of it. The fence, the estate, his car going past. It all had to go quiet, Eva. You were part of all. That's not— I never wanted it to be you. It was just the price of the door closing." "And Laila?" "Laila was never afraid of anyone." It came out flatter than she meant. "Rory was the girl who let—" She stopped. Started again. "Laila didn't have a history. You'd be amazed what you can carry when you put the history down." Eva reached over then and took Rory's left hand off the bar, turning it gently until the small crescent scar on her wrist caught the low light. "Still there," she said. "Scars generally are." "You cried for ten seconds and then made me swear not to tell your mam. You were more worried about the fence." "It was a good fence." They laughed, both of them, briefly and painfully, the kind of laughter that costs something. The hen party roared again behind them and a girl in a sash appeared at Eva's elbow, flushed and imperious: taxis, Ev, now, we're losing the table in Shoreditch. "Two minutes," Eva said, and the girl retreated. She dug a pen from her bag, pulled a napkin toward her, and wrote a number on it in the same looping hand that had once passed notes across a classroom. "June. The wedding. You can sit at the back and heckle, I don't care. That's my actual number." She slid the napkin across. "It works twice." "Eva, I don't know—" "You don't have to know tonight. Tonight you just have to take the napkin." She stood and shrugged the sash back over her shoulder, and Rory watched her become the bride again, watched the change run in the other direction — Eva rearranging her face into the shape her friends needed. At the door, in the green wash of the neon, she turned. "This Laila," she said. "I'd like to know her. If she'd let me." "She's not that interesting." "Rory. You were never not interesting." Then the rain took her, and the party with her, sashes and all, and the door swung shut on the sound of Soho. Rory sat with her glass. Silas came down the bar eventually, unhurried, and dried a glass that didn't need drying. "She knew you before," he said. Not a question. "There's no before. That's the point of London." Silas made a small noncommittal sound and nodded toward the wall — the photographs, the maps, all those moments pinned forever in black and white. "Tell them," he said, and limped away down the bar. Rory looked at the napkin under the light, the ink bleeding faintly into the paper. Her thumb found the crescent scar, the one fixed fact in the room, eleven years old and unrevised. She folded the napkin once, twice, small enough to fit the pocket of her jeans. Small enough to lose. Small enough to keep.