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The rain had chased everyone off Dean Street by eleven, so the Raven’s Nest was nearly empty when Aurora Carter came down from her flat. She’d meant to go straight to bed—her last delivery had been a soggy bag of dumplings to a man in a bathrobe on Frith Street, and her shoes were still damp—but the bar was warm, and Silas had left the corner lamp on, and she wanted ten minutes of quiet before the ceiling started creaking. She slid onto the stool nearest the bookshelf, the one with the split leather seat, and set her phone face-down on the bar. Silas was behind the counter, polishing a glass with a slow, methodical turn of his wrist. The silver signet ring on his right hand caught the light each time he moved. He didn’t look up. “You look like a drowned cat,” he said. “Charming.” “I call it like I see it.” He set the glass down and reached for another. “Tea?” “Whiskey.” That made him look up. His hazel eyes narrowed slightly, not with disapproval but with the particular attention he gave anything out of the ordinary. Rory didn’t drink whiskey. Not since Evan. But tonight the damp had seeped into her bones, and the flat upstairs felt too small, and she was tired of being sensible. “Neat,” she said. Silas poured two fingers of something amber and slid it across. He didn’t ask. That was the thing about Silas—he had a way of not asking that made you want to tell him everything, and a way of listening that made you glad you hadn’t. She was lifting the glass when the green neon outside flickered and the door swung open. The woman who walked in was tall, or seemed tall because she held herself like she’d measured the room before entering it. Dark coat, expensive wool, belted at the waist. Hair cropped close to her skull, no color left in it at all—just a severe, elegant black that made her cheekbones look sharper than Rory remembered. No piercings. No cigarette tucked behind her ear. No laughing. Rory knew her before she knew Rory. That was the strange arithmetic of old friends: you could lose the face and still recognize the walk. Eva. Eva who had once dyed her hair blue in a hostel sink and cried when it came out green. Eva who had dragged Rory out of Cardiff in the passenger seat of a borrowed Fiesta, one hand on the wheel and the other waving a cigarette out the window like a wand. Eva who had said, *You’re not going back to him, Rory. I’ll sleep on your floor if I have to.* Now Eva stood just inside the door, shaking rain from her coat, and she looked like a stranger who happened to be wearing Eva’s body. Rory’s hand tightened around the whiskey. The glass was cold. Her scar—small, crescent-shaped, on her left wrist—pressed against the bar’s edge, and she felt it, suddenly, like a reminder. Eva scanned the room—two old men in the corner, Silas behind the bar, Rory on the stool—and her gaze snagged. For a moment, nothing moved. Then Eva’s mouth did something complicated, a smile that arrived too late and left too soon. “Rory,” she said. It wasn’t a question. It was the sound of a door opening on a room you’d locked years ago. Rory set the whiskey down. “Eva.” Silas picked up his glass and cloth and limped toward the back. “I’ll be in the office,” he said, and then he was gone, through the bookshelf door that swung shut with a click, leaving them alone with the maps and the black-and-white photographs and the low hum of the fridge. Eva walked over. She didn’t sit immediately. She stood by the stool next to Rory’s, and Rory caught the scent of her—clean, expensive, no smoke. A faint trace of bergamot. She used to smell like cheap vodka and strawberry gum. “You work here now?” Eva asked. “I live upstairs. I work at the Golden Empress.” “Delivery.” “How did you—” “You’re still in the same coat.” Eva nodded at Rory’s dark jacket, hanging on the hook by the door. “The one with the broken zip. You never fixed it.” Rory felt something twist in her chest. “You remember my coat.” “I remember a lot of things.” Eva finally sat. She put her hands on the bar—no rings, nails short and clean. “Can I get a sparkling water? Lime?” Rory almost laughed. “You?” “Two years next month.” The words landed between them like a stone dropped into still water. Rory didn’t say anything. She wanted to say *since when?* She wanted to say *why didn’t you tell me?* But she knew why. She hadn’t called. Not after the first year, when Eva’s texts had gone from *are you okay?* to *I’m fine, hope you are* to silence. Rory had been busy surviving. She had told herself that was enough. She got up and poured the water herself, added a wedge of lime. Silas wouldn’t mind. She set it in front of Eva and sat back down. “You look good,” Rory said, and meant it, though it came out sounding like a question. “You look tired.” “I’ve been delivering dumplings.” “That’s not what I mean.” Rory touched her scar again, an old habit. “I know.” Eva drank her water. The ice clinked. Outside, a taxi honked and the neon buzzed. “I saw Evan,” Eva said. “Last spring. In Cardiff. He was coming out of a pub near the castle.” Rory’s stomach dropped. She kept her face still. “Did he see you?” “Yes.” “Did he ask about me?” “He asked if I knew where you were.” Eva’s voice was flat, careful, like she was reading from a report. “I told him I hadn’t spoken to you in years. Which was true.” Rory exhaled. “Thank you.” “Don’t thank me.” Eva’s eyes—brown, Rory noticed, not the hazel she’d remembered—were steady. “I should have told you I saw him. I had your number. I had it in my phone. I just… didn’t.” “Why not?” “Because I was ashamed.” Eva turned her glass a quarter turn. “I was the one who got you out. I was the one who said I’d always be there. And then I wasn’t. I was drinking, Rory. Not the fun way. The way where you wake up on a Tuesday and can’t remember Monday. I didn’t want you to see me like that.” Rory stared at her. The old Eva—the one who danced on tables at Clwb Ifor Bach, the one who once stole a traffic cone and wore it as a hat for an entire night—that Eva had been bright and reckless and exhausting. This Eva was quiet and precise and seemed to be holding herself together with both hands. Rory didn’t know which one was real. Maybe both. Maybe neither. “I didn’t know,” Rory said. “I know you didn’t.” “I should have called.” “You had your own shit.” “That’s not an excuse.” Rory’s voice came out sharper than she intended. “You saved me. You drove me to London. You slept on my floor for a week because I couldn’t be alone. And then I just… I stopped answering. I told myself you were fine. I told myself you had other friends.” Eva smiled, small and tired. “I did have other friends. They were just as drunk as I was.” The quiet stretched. Rory looked at the maps on the wall—Prague, Vienna, a hand-drawn chart of the Thames with red pins stuck in it. Silas’s history. She wondered if everyone had a map of the places they’d escaped and the places they’d ended up. “I’m engaged,” Eva said. Rory blinked. “What?” “His name is Tom. He’s a teacher. He doesn’t drink either.” She said it like a fact, not a boast. “We’re getting married in October. Small thing. Cardiff registry office. My mum’s coming.” “Eva—” “I’m not telling you because I want an invitation.” Eva’s voice softened. “I’m telling you because I wanted you to know. Because for a long time, I thought I’d never get here. And you were part of that. Even if we stopped talking. You were still part of it.” Rory felt the whiskey sitting untouched in front of her. She didn’t want it anymore. She pushed it away. “Do you remember the night we left?” she asked. Eva nodded. “You had a black eye. You said it was from the door.” “It was from the door.” “It wasn’t from the door.” “No.” Rory’s throat tightened. “It wasn’t.” They sat with that. The bar’s old clock ticked. Somewhere upstairs, a floorboard creaked—the building settling, or Silas moving around in the secret room, or just the ghost of all the things they hadn’t said. “I’m sorry,” Rory said. “For disappearing.” “I’m sorry for letting you.” “That’s not the same thing.” “No,” Eva agreed. “But it’s what I’ve got.” Rory reached out and touched Eva’s wrist. The old Eva would have pulled away, laughed, made a joke. This Eva just looked at her hand, then at Rory’s face, and for a second she looked like the girl from Cardiff again—the one who had believed, against all evidence, that the world could be kind. “You changed,” Rory said. “So did you.” “I don’t know if I like it.” “Me neither.” Eva picked up her water. “But I’m still here.” The door opened again, and a gust of cold air brought two men in suits, laughing too loudly about a football match. The spell broke. Eva stood, smoothed her coat, and pulled a card from her pocket. It was plain, cream-colored, with only her name and a phone number. “I’m in London until Thursday,” she said. “If you want to get coffee. Or dumplings. Or just sit somewhere and not talk.” Rory took the card. It was heavier than it looked. “I might not call,” she said. “I know.” “But I might.” Eva smiled again, and this time it reached her eyes. “That’s more than I had an hour ago.” She walked out. The green neon flashed once, twice, and then the door swung shut, and she was gone. Rory sat alone at the bar. She picked up the whiskey, considered it, and poured it down the sink. Then she looked at the card in her hand—Eva’s name, Eva’s number, Eva’s new life—and she thought about the girl who had driven her out of Cardiff with a cigarette and a borrowed car, and the woman who had just walked out into the rain with sparkling water and a wedding in October. She thought about all the years they had lost, and all the years they might still have, and the small, impossible fact that they were both still here. Silas came back through the bookshelf door, his limp more pronounced than usual. He looked at the empty whiskey glass, then at Rory’s face. “Everything all right?” he asked. Rory folded the card carefully and put it in her pocket. “I don’t know yet.” He nodded, as if that were a perfectly acceptable answer, and went back to polishing his glasses.