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The first thing Rory noticed was the coat. It was pale and expensive-looking, the kind of coat that made the wet pavement around it seem dirtier. The woman wearing it stood just inside the door of the Raven’s Nest, one hand on the strap of her bag, waiting for her eyes to adjust. Then she pushed her hair behind her ear, and Rory knew her. Eva had once cut that hair in Rory’s kitchen with a pair of blunt sewing scissors. There had been black curls in the butter dish for days. Now it was straight, tucked neatly into the collar of the coat. “Eva?” The woman turned. For a moment her face remained politely attentive. Then her mouth opened. “Rory.” Rory set down the glass she was drying. It slipped against the bar, and she caught it before it fell. Eva crossed the room in quick steps, and Rory came around the end of the counter. They met beside a table beneath an old map of London. Eva hugged her hard. Her coat was cold and smelled faintly of rain. Rory felt a pin press against her cheek. “You’re here,” Eva said. “So are you.” Eva drew back, laughing, though her eyes had filled. “Yes. That’s generally how this works.” Rory laughed too. She had forgotten how low Eva’s voice was. On the phone, years ago, it had sounded thinner, flattened by bad reception and Rory’s fear. They stood looking at each other. Rory became aware of her black T-shirt, damp at the hem where she had leaned against the sink, and of Eva looking at it too. “I live upstairs,” Rory said. “I was helping Silas close.” “I thought you worked at a restaurant.” “I do. Deliveries, mostly. This is extra.” Behind the bar, Silas lifted a hand in greeting. Eva glanced at him, then back at Rory. “Are you closing now? I can go somewhere else.” “No. Stay.” Rory looked toward Silas. “We’ve time,” he said. “What can I get you?” Eva ordered a gin and tonic. Rory remembered her at eighteen, drinking cheap cider through a straw and declaring gin tasted like a Christmas tree had died in it. She nearly said so, but Eva was taking off her coat, and Rory could see how carefully she had dressed: dark suit, small gold earrings, a white shirt without a crease. Her nails were short and clean. The pin on her lapel was a tiny silver bird. They took the table beneath the map. Eva folded her coat over the back of her chair rather than throwing it there. “I’m in London for a meeting,” she said. “I walked past and saw the sign. The green one.” “You remembered it?” “You sent me a picture when you first moved in.” Rory had sent it from the pavement, the neon blurred by rain. She had been proud of having an address again, even one above a bar. Eva had replied with three exclamation marks and a photograph of a bottle of wine she had opened in Rory’s honour. “I nearly texted you,” Eva said. “Then I thought you might be working, and I didn’t know if you still lived here.” “I do.” “I can see that.” The gin and tonic arrived. Silas set a glass of water in front of Rory without asking. His silver ring tapped the tabletop as he withdrew his hand. Rory thanked him. Eva watched him return to the bar, favouring his left leg. “That’s Silas?” “Mm.” “He looks exactly as mysterious as you said.” “I don’t think I said mysterious.” “You said he knew things he had no business knowing.” “He does.” Rory smiled. “Mostly about whisky.” Eva stirred her drink with the slice of lime. “It’s a good place.” It was quiet tonight. Two men sat near the window, their heads bent together. Behind them, the black-and-white photographs on the wall caught the low light in their glass. A record turned somewhere out of sight, the singer’s voice soft enough that Rory could not make out the words. “How long has it been?” Eva asked. “Since we saw each other? Four years, nearly.” “God.” They had spoken in that time, though less and less. At first there had been long calls: Rory sitting on the floor of her new flat because she had no chair, Eva talking as she drove home from work. Then voice messages, then texts. At Christmas they sent photographs of meals and wrote that they must arrange something in the new year. Eva took a sip and looked around again. “I imagined it smaller.” “The bar?” “Your life here.” Rory raised an eyebrow. “That came out wrong.” Eva put down her glass. “I meant I could never picture it properly. You’d tell me you were on your bike in Soho or carrying someone’s dinner up six flights of stairs, and I’d try. But I kept putting you back in your old bedroom.” “With the damp patch?” “And the poster you swore you’d take down.” “I liked that poster.” “You were twenty-one.” “Still liked it.” Eva smiled, and for a second Rory saw her at sixteen, cross-legged on the bedroom carpet, arguing that the stain on the ceiling resembled Wales. Eva had been the one who climbed through Rory’s window when her parents were out, the one who marched up to boys at bus stops and asked what they were staring at. At university, she had worn enormous earrings and argued with lecturers as though she were doing them a favour. Now she sat straight-backed, her hands on either side of her glass. “What was the meeting?” Rory asked. “Clients. A property company.” “You’re still at the same firm?” “I made partner in January.” “Eva.” Rory reached across the table and touched her wrist. “That’s brilliant.” “Thank you.” Eva’s smile held, but only just. “I haven’t told many people.” “Why not?” “I don’t know. It sounds like something someone else would be pleased about.” “You’re not pleased?” “I am. I think.” She turned the lime until it sank below the ice. “My mother tells everyone. The woman who does her eyebrows knows.” “She always did like an audience.” “She likes a respectable daughter.” Eva glanced down at her suit. “I’ve finally managed it.” Rory wanted to say she had always been respectable, but that would have made them both laugh, and Eva did not seem to be joking. “Do you remember the housing protest?” Rory asked. “Outside the council offices?” Eva groaned. “I was hoping you’d forgotten.” “You chained yourself to a railing.” “With a bike lock. Which I couldn’t open.” “You made me call your mother for the spare key.” “She brought sandwiches.” “She brought one sandwich. For herself.” Eva laughed, a real laugh this time, and covered her mouth. “She stood there eating it while the police watched me cry.” “You weren’t crying.” “I absolutely was.” Rory remembered kneeling on the pavement, trying keys with fingers stiff from cold. Eva had been furious at being laughed at, furious at the council, furious at herself for not checking the lock. On the bus home she had leaned her head on Rory’s shoulder and slept. “What happened to the flats?” Rory asked. “They knocked them down.” “And now you work for the people who knock things down?” Eva looked at her. Rory wished she had softened the question, though she was not sure how. “Sometimes,” Eva said. The two men by the window got up to leave. One of them pulled on his coat and thanked Silas. The door opened, bringing in the hiss of traffic and a breath of wet air, then shut behind them. “We do planning work,” Eva said. “Development. Leases. Some of it is useful.” Rory nodded. She knew a little about the language lawyers used when they needed a sentence to carry less than the truth. She had learned it in Cardiff, before she stopped attending lectures, and later at home with Evan, where a carefully chosen word could keep an evening from breaking open. Eva watched her. “You don’t have to make that face.” “What face?” “The one where you’re being fair.” “I wasn’t aware I was.” “You used to be better at hiding it.” Rory took a drink of water. “I’m glad you made partner.” “I know.” Eva rubbed a thumb over the stem of her glass. “I’m good at it, Rory. That’s the embarrassing part. I thought I’d hate myself every day, but mostly I’m just busy. And then every now and then I read something I’ve written and remember the girl with the bike lock.” “Would she have made a good solicitor?” “She would have got herself struck off in a week.” “She’d have enjoyed the week.” Eva’s smile faded slowly. “Dad would have liked it. The partnership, I mean. He’d have told everyone before Mum had the chance.” Rory looked down at her hands. Her left sleeve had slipped back, exposing the little crescent scar on her wrist. Eva had been there when she got it, both of them children, trying to pry open a tin with a broken kitchen knife. Eva had run for Jennifer while Rory sat on the floor, more frightened of being told off than of the blood. “I should have come,” Rory said. Eva did not ask what she meant. At the time of the funeral, Rory had been in London for six months. She had bought a train ticket to Cardiff and set an alarm. That morning she had stood at the door of her flat with her shoes on, unable to make herself go down the stairs. Evan had sent an email the night before from an address she did not recognise. It said he knew where her parents lived. She had read it until the words lost their shape. She had texted Eva that she was ill. Eva had replied, Don’t worry, love. Look after yourself. “I got your flowers,” Eva said. “I know. You sent me a picture.” “They were nice.” “I should have been there.” Eva drew a breath. “Yes.” The word landed between them without force. It hurt more for that. “I was angry,” Eva said. “For a while. I kept looking at the door, even after the service started. Mum asked if you were coming and I said you were on your way. I don’t know why I said it.” Rory could picture Eva’s mother in her good coat, holding a tissue folded into a square. She remembered Eva’s father making tea too strong and pretending not to notice when they stole biscuits. He had taught Rory to change a tyre in the rain, both of them swearing at the jack while Eva watched from the dry car. “I got an email from Evan,” Rory said. “The night before. He said he knew where Mum and Dad were. I thought if I went back, he might see me. Or follow me to them.” She stopped. “I didn’t know what was likely anymore.” Eva’s fingers tightened around the glass. “You could have told me.” “I know.” “I would have come to get you.” “I know that too.” Eva looked toward the bar, where Silas was stacking clean glasses. “You always say you know.” Rory felt the old impulse to explain herself properly, to lay out the months after leaving Evan in an order that would make her choices reasonable. But there had been long stretches when she had done nothing reasonable. She had checked the locks and checked them again. She had ignored calls from people she loved because she could not bear the sound of her own voice reassuring them. “I was ashamed,” she said. “You’d helped me leave, and I still couldn’t get on a train.” Eva’s expression changed. She looked tired suddenly, her neatness unable to conceal it. “I was ashamed too,” she said. “About that night at your birthday.” Rory remembered the restaurant, the candles on a cake someone had brought from a supermarket, Evan’s hand clamped around her upper arm beneath the table. He had been smiling at Eva while his fingers pressed harder. Later, outside, Eva had asked Rory to come home with her. Rory had said no. “I saw your arm,” Eva said. “When you reached for your coat. I saw the marks.” “You asked me to leave.” “Once. Then he came out and I let him take you.” “I told you I was going with him.” “You were frightened.” “Yes.” Rory traced the rim of her water glass. “And I would have been frightened if you’d made a scene, too. He would have waited until we were alone.” Eva stared at her drink. “I went home and called you names in my head. For staying.” “I know.” This time Eva gave a small, unhappy laugh. “Do you?” “You sounded angry on the phone the next day.” “I was angry with him.” “You were allowed to be angry with me.” Eva shook her head, but Rory could see she wanted to accept the permission. After a while Eva said, “When you finally called and said you wanted to leave, I thought I could fix it. I told you to come to London, and you did. Then Dad got ill, and I kept thinking I’d come down when things settled.” She looked up. “They didn’t settle. And you sounded better each time we spoke, so I let myself believe you didn’t need me.” “I was better,” Rory said. “Not all at once.” “Are you now?” Rory considered the question. The room was warm. Upstairs, a window she had meant to repair would rattle if the wind got up. Tomorrow she had a lunch shift at the Golden Empress, and Yu-Fei would be annoyed if she arrived late again. Her life contained all those ordinary obligations, accumulated so gradually she had barely noticed them becoming hers. “Mostly,” she said. Eva nodded, as though accepting a figure in an account that could not be made exact. Silas came over to collect the empty water glass. “I’ll be locking up in a few minutes.” “Sorry,” Rory said. “Take your time.” He glanced at Eva. “It was good to meet you.” When he had gone, Eva reached for her coat. “I’ve got a train in the morning. I should get back to the hotel.” Rory helped her stand, holding the coat while Eva slipped her arms into it. Up close, she could see a small fray at one cuff, a loose thread against the pale wool. Eva noticed her looking and tucked it in. “I’ve been meaning to get that fixed.” “You used to have safety pins all over everything.” “I still do. They’re in a drawer now.” Outside, the rain had stopped. The green sign washed the pavement and the shoulders of Eva’s coat. People moved past at the end of the street, loud and close together. Eva took out her phone. “Is your number still the same?” “Yes.” “I know I could have checked.” Rory took out hers too. Eva’s name was there among the old messages. She opened one and typed: I’m standing right here. Eva’s phone lit up. She read the message and smiled, then typed back. Rory’s phone buzzed in her hand. I can see that. They stood beneath the sign, looking at each other. Rory wanted to ask her to stay, to come upstairs and sit at the kitchen table until they had caught up on every year. But Eva had a train to catch, and Rory did not know how to get those years back by morning. “I could come to Cardiff,” she said. “Next month, maybe.” Eva pulled her coat tighter. “Mum would make enough food for twelve people.” “She always did.” “She’d tell you off for being thin.” “She always did that too.” Eva looked at her for a moment. “Come on a Saturday. I can take you to see her.” “All right.” “I’ll send you some dates.” Rory nodded. She knew how easily a promise like that could drift into another season. She opened the calendar on her phone and held it out. Eva bent beside her, their shoulders touching, and they chose a Saturday before either of them could leave it to later. At the corner, Eva turned and lifted her hand. Rory waved until she disappeared into the crowd. Then she went back inside, where Silas had left a light on over the bar, and locked the door behind her.